people complaining that i didn't update my blog SO OFTEN. but what ? just like me, i'm not hard working person, so please understand i get lazy to post !





28th of Jan, this world had lost another pretty girl, and her name is xu wei lun, seriously this news is really shocking, i didn't expect that she will die although it's already a fact but still can't accept it. she does looks like an angel to me... somehow she just... passed away RIP.



this is the pretty girl that passed away. WTH !!

it's already the 2nd day that my sister had left to new zealand, the line wasn't so good when she try to call us. it's freaking hard to hear what she say. i'm sleeping alone already. somehow i just feel it's empty in my room.. but i will get use to it...i hope i'm going to study in Utar.. it's cheaper than taylors and sunway anyhow. but i'm not sure whether my mum let me to study there ! since it's gonna be far.. and she doesn't sound like she likes it =.=
trust me ... if the class gonna start on may i'm 100% going for work. cause all i need is money, because money is being so important in my life, without it i can't even survive =.=

seriously, i need to get a hair cut soon ! and i was thinking of perming my hair, but my mum straight away told me NO ! cause i won't look good on that ! fine then. then i think i'm going to cut it layered and a little shorter of fringer (not too short i guess).

friend is leaving on thursday T_T i'm going to miss that...........

wassup on today ? trust me, i think today is a hella boring day. after my car taken to repair, i realize it's so difficult for me to live without my car.. well, i think i'm getting more wild these days. even my close close friend say that, so nevertheless he asked me to cut down =.= okay, i will try... but please give me some time also lar.

today i woke up at 1.30pm !! amazing right? i think so too, because i sleep for like 10 hours which i didn't tried for so long. i woke up because my mummy call me and just to inform me saying she's coming back to bring us for lunch =p *so good* went AC for lunch. then come home ! thanks to KS he came to visit me and pass me the medicine !! hahahaha i'm so touched in a way.. after dinner, mysis, me n umma went to subang parade and wanted to buy things for my sista to NZ but end up nothing but wasting money taking taxi home =.= and that driver is freaking funny =.=

i really hopes that tomorrow my car will be back and i will be able to find my friend and ks !! muahahaha, planning to go puchong for dinner !! i have to get enough sleep so that tomorrow i have semangat to go for shopping and DINNER N YUMCHA with my friends ! wohoo... i'm waiting for tomorrow. but at the same time, i'm waiting my friend's sms ! coz he say he's gonna sms me... damn it... my this month phone bill is gonna kill me..

*prays* tomorrow plz let my baby car to come back.. muaks baby car

What's wrong with everything? i'm not sure..i think these days i'm being so 'malang',accident all comes to me. what's wrong now ? i think i really need to go to temple!!
didn't manage to update too often too, coz it's just being my own daily routine.

there's nothing much i can do during this holiday... it's because i always go out to shopping malls and shop (window shop) then meet up the same zhimui then kimgary yumcha that's all ! what a boring life !
today, i went to pyramid again to kimgary and went to a movie ! hahaha... blood diamond is the movie that i watched today.
and guess what? i had watched DEATH NOTE 2 - the last name, i think this movie is really good... my sister, my sister's bf and me thinks that they deserve to get an oscar awards !!! they have a very different storyline and it's really interesting !

by the way, back to my day today... actually me and ks planned to go yumcha at puchong wan, but my car is giving me problem. which bring him so many problems and end up not yumcha but fetching me home =.= stupid car~~~ it has a good side but bad side at the same time. good side is, tomorrow i can skip my piano lesson *evil laughing* bad side is that i can't go out T_T
i dunno why, these days i can't stand to stay at home... it's making me more lazy when i stay at home, and i guess my parent are complaining in a way coz not eating dinner at home =.=

i can't think of any to write now ~ but just now my friend called me and mentioned that his phone lost ?!?!?!?!? WTH.... i can't help him anyway =.= i'm sorry.
oh i'm getting my hair cut soon !!! hahaha ... i think it's the day when RAIN come for concert =p
can't wait for the concert actually, i wish he can be half naked (i'm not horny=.=)

Love at One Sight

Many people thinks that they are always the one that fall in love with the opposite sex, but who knows?

I believe that, everyone does has this kind of situation, or maybe you're in that kind of situation. Everyone would think that it is so suffering to have love at One Sight, but guess what? Personally I don't think that is something that is so saddening, instead I think it's a pleasure for everyone to try out that feeling. What is actually the problem of being love at one sight ? No one will laugh at you, or even tease you on that. Things that is saddening are they can't even find someone that they really love and people who doesn't know how to appreciate that feeling.

Actually, things can be solve. The only thing that need to solve the 'problem' --- courage. Just bring up your own courage and CONFESS ! I know people would say it's going to be so 'cheap' for a girl to confess to a guy !! But you know what? It's a shame that you don't even want to try it and just give up everything. We can never always thinks that guys are so 'straight' forward, SOME GUYS just need girls to take action =.= (it's not coward, just lack of courage)

Anyway, I believe that everything has a way to settle its problem. That is why we need to appreciate what we have now.


ps: girls, let me tell you, don't ever get a 'kiamsap' bf ^_^ *peace* no offence.

this pic... i stole it from my friend's friendster ! this baby is freaking cute.... =.= how can a baby so cute !! .... shit.... kill me please... i want to have a bf that looks like this ! muahahaha *evil laughing*

omg it's freaking bored and i'm craving for food ! my parent just left me for dinner ! damn it, i'm freaking hungry ok ? please lar, at least phone and ask me ok ?

everyone seems so busy today. even sms also tak mao reply me ! stupid shit, i'm not going to sms them anyone ! =.= don't find me ! hahaha

i went to midvalley today with ks and yiing and bought another shirt from zara, although it's so nice but i spend like so much =.= i'm officially broke now. i wanna buy skirts or pants soon !! eh, i'm not 'bai ka lui' ok ? it's just these days my mood not good, so need to release some stress lar

next time when i wear it i'm going to take a picture since i spend so much on that !

anyway, jie ar...reply me lar, whether wanna bring me out and eat or not.. =.=

damn i've been having those heavy eyes since i wake up ! and i know i'm suppose to enjoy my shopping today in 1u with my 'mimi' cousin and my 'lovely' sister. i don't even have the strength on arguing back when my sister start to tease on me. this is so freaking stupid. eh, that's not my fault, the reason is because i didn't sleep well ! damn it.. i need sleeping pills lar wei. *calling for doctor*

ok after thinking so much yesterday, i guess i'm going to see what's gonna happen 1st... hahaha coz i can't predict anything, and i think i just can't listen what i hear 1st, of coz i'm gonna be so caution with everything ! hahaha no worries to all the ppl that concern about me !

anyway, i bought a zara shirt today, because i'm seriously not in the so good mood... and to release my stress, i bought a doggie shirt for myself ! kekekeke =p i'm planning to buy more guys clothes, yesterday i saw a girl that wear a guy shirt... look so cool and 'yeng' hahaha ! okok i'm being so lame here. but so what? i'm going to wear anything that i feel comfortable.

toothache is really killing me, eventhough today i went to eat sushi, i hardly eat anything ! hahaha because i'm still having gastrick and my tooth is giving is headache as well !! omg.. okie okie, mr H is being so freaking weird nowadays, maybe because after what i said... i'm sorry... but can you please control ? anyway !!! i learned something yesterday !!! hahahahha !!!

last word !!! i want to have a laptop !!! damn michelle gay has a vaio laptop that i really wish i can have 1 !!! okok... i didn't eat my dinner.. i better get my butt to eat now !
woohooo... i'm heading to asia cafe for dinner ..!!! kekekeke .... ciao for now..
dinner here i come~~~~

i know it's an ordinary day for everyone. but i think it's extraordinary for me in a way. 10th of jan, a new year, a new life, new friends and new with everything.
went out with simone and her friends today, but we didn't really spend so much time together, just because they are enjoying their meal, while i just can sit down there looking at them eating =.= because my gum ache is still with me T_T

i promised to myself that i will go there when i'm fully recover =.=!!! anyway, it's kinda happy to saw my so called 'long lost friend' that was Sally in station 1 (again). kekeke, she's so cute in a way... hahaha.. being the queen of comic in our class during high school time.

back to my extraordinary day, i didn't know whether i take the exact road, but no regrets right ? just don't ask me what happen to my 'flavour' it just happen to do so !! seriously, i think keeping a thing long is not so easy. hahaha, it will just gone like a wind =.= when i think back now, it's so radiculous ! ok, blame on my crapping =.=

dunno what's gonna happen tomorrow ! but i will just think it in a positive way then. i'm looking forward for ppl to fetch me out next time T_T i don't mind driving my friend... but seriously i dowan to be a driver T_T it's actually suffering ..... good nite, tingting

i'm pretty sure i'm not in the good mood today. can you imagine having gum ache and headache together ? that feeling is freaking not good. i'm getting so use to that stupid painkiller which is not good. i know it but can't help, if i don't take it i will because worse.

i hope the medicine that brought back by my dad works for me, if not i'm going to suffer the whole night, then i will find my friend to talk to me in the middle of night if i cannot sleep =p yes, you can say i'm freaking evil =p

tomorrow i'm going out again !! i'm being so notty nowadays, keep going out and back late night, but i'm glad my parent didn't say anything, but before they get really mad i should really control myself. but it's so freaking hard since i'm so bored at home and nothing much i can do. i think nowadays the only place that i always go is Sunway Pyramid and Station 1.

i dowan to sound so 'cheong hei' but what the hell is ppl thinking ? no one get what i mean !! can anyone understand me ar ? am i a human eater ? =.= okay i better ciao before i'm getting more.

Boring of the day

L.O.V.E.
when this word appear on my mind, there's only 1 word that --- complicated
no matter it's 'like' or 'love', u named it, as long as it's having a good feeling, that's really weird.

it's either people will get happy ending with full of interesting story after the day they get together or, got hurt in the end.

but still, how can people on the earth can get together with people that they don't even like, just because they are finding for companion? this sound stupid, but trust me, there's alot of them are doing this. instead of this, why would they just waste their energy and MONEY on someone that they doesn't like ?

'L.O.V.E' is actually pure and innocent, but just ppl is the one who make it so complicated =.=