i had learn my lesson today =)
sometimes being too addicted to something or even being too rely on something is really not a good thing.
i get a new teacher today.... and she's know as my LESBO partner.
i should learn how to let things go easily and it's a way for me to being not so emo too

i'm sorry... (to someone)

Now.... introducing my new lesbo partner ==> Mone Si Chin
simone, don't be mad, if this sounds so wrong, cause i just somehow created this unique name for you =p

To-do List after FINAL EXAM
1. spend time with my Lesbo parter
2. go some trip =.=
3. work
4. meet bf
5. meet up joen and xx !!! [kai kai needed]

let me think of more things i will put things up !

*don't put too high hope, cause u feel worse if it disappoint you*
i need TLC sooooooooooo much.................

ps : thanks simone... the phone call makes me feel better =)

i really need to spend time on reading some books that can teach me how to control my emo-ness !
i hate it, cause i can't even control it.
where's all my patience ? craziness !!!!
i hate myself so much..

my friends are going to UV nation ><><><><><><
and she seems enjoying and trying to 'show off' !! hahahah
i know she's not, but it's just funny how she start to show it to me =.=

yesterday : for once, i feel like being a guy so much
as in being my mum's son !
daughters are no way compare to the son =.=
but i know i must just accept the fact and get my life on... kekeke

what's wrong these days ?! damn freaking tired lar wei !
but when i lied down on my bed, i can't sleep pulak !
what kind of situation is this =.=

anyway, i went to watch shrek 3 yesterday nite. eh eh eh don't ask how issit, cause basically i have no comments about it since i didn't watch shrek 1 and 2... somehow alot of ppl say it's quite disppointed with it. which i have no idea why issit.
but if you're going to watch it, you have to expect it's gonna be short and LAME !

guess what ?! at last, it's end of my sem !! it sounds good and bad in a way !
good : because i don't need to face 'them' anymore !!! yayhoo...
bad : exam coming =.= shit like ass, cause i haven't even started yet =.=

omg, seriously, i'm freaking hungry right now, thanks to my parents and my brother, they didn't left any rice for me... and the meal is just okay. and i guess, i didn't eat much since that time i'm craving for my bed.. which after doing all those housework i can't sleep anymore =.=

i'm still wondering, tomorrow am i going to have dimsum with xx and joen ornot ?
now thinking of dimsum make my saliva wanna spilt out from my mouth (okay. LAME =.=)

now this is my updates on my kuantan trip
you know this trip is not as boring as what i thought it will be
rather to say, it's very fast !!! and i can say it's super fast !
enjoying my time there.... seriously peace over there. no worries at all !!! =p











the cutest baby ever =p


but one thing i'm disappointed is ... there is no lenglui around the shopping mall !
and can you imagine that, the shopping mall can run out of electricity ?
er, i know it might possibility, but i just can't take it... i expect to get some souvenir back from there, end up nothing =p
basically i'm satisfied with my trip, just the hot weather and traffic jam is abit annoying =p

i'm heading to kuantan later on =) guess will not be around lor.
actually i don't feel like going, but because my dad is going and he's worried to let me be home alone so i'm going as well ><><><
boohooo.... =p

i wish i will have a nice trip there. hope it's not gonna be as sien as i think okay ? actually another thing i'm happy with going there because i wanted to go to the beach !!! it's been a long time for me since i never went to beach already !!!

i guess my emo-ness is sliding away from me, guess it's a good news for me huh ?! but i'm going to miss my home =p ..... will be back soon ... hopefully with alot of pictures ... muahahahhaa....

KUANTAN.... I'M COMING =)


i miss my hubby =)
i miss my friends.

what is friendship ?!

truly speaking, i've been being a lazy bum after my 1 week holiday in my 1st sem. i knew it, and i have been avoiding alot of things.
it makes me realize how much i hate my class and even ppl in my class.
being fake and maybe they are just not that kind of people i can mix with.

i must truly admit that, in this world it is not all people you can mix with. although u wanted to, but somehow, it just can't. just like me. i always act like i'm so into their group, but i knew it, it's not what i think it can be.

there's time i was considering to go for other uni. for eg, VU. but of cause there's a person that made me think twice before deciding to go on this.
just now, i talked to her. and we spill out our problems, it just seems the same. but i think it's because i'm not being in the same class with her, that's why we didn't manage to stick with each other.

i'm not sure issit too late to realize that, but i should be glad at least i found her. i think this is one of my reason i'm being emo and more emo nowadays.
seriously, i think i have damn little friends !!! friends as in those that you can talk to, trust on and even spend time with them.
but how i realize people i know nowadays are being very fake which i seriously can't take it.

for me my friends are playing a main role in my life, i mean who's not. but i seriously love my high schools friends. they are those that i can really find them after didn't contact for months and even years.

so, i should really appreciate all the friends i have now.
=) because it's not so easy to find a true friends .......
i love all my friends.

OMG OMG OMG OMG ..... after lots lots lots of complain. i'm back to my own blog again !!!
why ?!?!?!??! wondering huh ?! just because i need someone to save my SOUL~~~
this is being so urgently. who can help me i will just give them a propz =p

i just have this problem. everytime i step inside my house i feel damn damn damn emo lar. what should i do ?! what should i do with it ?! how can i not be so emo ?! someone told me to think something happy. but what is the happy thing lar ?!

everytime i just feel like going out ! omg omg omg ... am i a freak now ?! damn, i know it's not good but what should i do ?!
i think next week is the last week for my whole semester already. and i don't even have the happy feeling !

know why ?! cause there's no one in my course that makes me thinks that the uni is being so fun and interesting ! i just don't get it why ppl say uni life is so great ! it's totally opposite of it. and trust me. it's not so happy as they said ! =.= why are ppl lying lar... aiyo.

after disappearing for quite some time. it's time for me to cope (sp?) up with my friends. long time didn't hang out with them ady =)
feel free to find me..

wait wait wait !!!! FINALS IS COMING... maybe after finals i will find you guys !
muaks.... much of love =)