how come i can't find any nice clothes huh ?
i went midvalley few days ago..
too bad we're rushing home, if not i guess i'm gonna spend more time there.

there are many good and bad things happened recently.
oh well, not to say recently but it always do just that i didn't mentioned it.

bad list:
1. i'm being sensitive with single thing
2. being emo (as usual)
3. eating like nobody's business
4. results is coming !!!
5. boring for the whole nite which leads to loneliness
6. being lazy to find a job

good list:
1. my sister is coming back !!!!!!!
2. got my new purse

yeah, overall i'm just being negative !
ish.......

i wonder how am i going to celebrate the christmas, will it be happy or sad ? (i'm wondering - cause results are coming out !!)

sigh !!!
anyone has any plan for the christmas and new year !?!?!??!!
please inform me !
i dowan to stone at home ler....

omfg ! u dunno how pissed off am i for today
i have no idea why everyone doesn't go right.
it's not that i want everything in my way but everything doesn't seems right !

and those mosquito bites that i have on my leg is making everything worse.
and right now i can't even live without mopiko
itchy-ness is all i know.

i hope tomorrow won't kena ffk.
if fkk sure damn emo lor.

o kay kay kay...
actually i wanna complaint how sien am i
can u imagine i'm so sien until i think that doing assignment is one of my way to make the time pass faster!
yeah... u can imagine how sien am i
it's not that i'm not working
i'm working for my mum at the moment
but at nite is seriously terrible time for me
i have no idea what todo !
gosh...

i shall sleep now.
mind me if my blog is getting boring
because my life seems very down and i don't feel like putting anything down here
=p
wakakakaka
i can't wait for my sister to be back !
i wanna go jogoya with her !!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and of coz i can't wait my dad to come back !!!!
because i can get my rest properly......................

why am i being this way again ?
i'm being very moody at the moment
as in everything in my head are all the negative thoughts
yeah of cause there is something that happened but everything settled
it's not something to do with another person
but it happened on myself
and all the things come from me

how i wish i'm not so sensitive
how i wish i'm more carefree
how i wish i can be more understanding
how i wish i'm a superwoman

well maybe not really a superwoman but at least give me some of the power

i'm being so out in my mind !
i need someone to encourage me that i'm SOMEONE and not no one


ps: working really making everything worse

i had a weird dream last nite
i have no idea why 'jer lynn' will appear in my dream out of sudden
and i still can imagine that in my dream, jl is damn fierce >< i have no idea why
but yeah, it appears to be like that
and i think that dream is meant to be violent
cause i wake up, and when i sleep back, there come another dream with another weird friend of mine appear again, and yet another violent scene appear

i know it's lame but somehow it's just WEIRD


what had done today
1. wake up at 12 sharp
2. went dinner with my cousin
3. went to her house to watch dvd (tvb drama, it's freaking nice)
4. went movie with bf n friends (the kingdom)


anyway, that movie i watched is freaking nice !! although it's violent, but yeah. it makes u have a 'special feeling'.
i guess tomorrow i'm going to my cousin's house to continue that drama ! cause it's freaking nice
since i have nothing to do


ps: i'm too lazy to work at the moment !!!!!! booooooo

ever hear of the song of 'hate that i love u'
go check out the lyrics
my situation is so alike that lyrics !!!

i get frus and geram for each every single thing he said
i have no idea what's going on !
but my patience level had went down
i guess because PMS-ing !
i just can't control it
argh !
i don't wanna talk about it anymore !
because my stupid thoughts are coming back to me!
this is a bad sign though ><

alright, so i went to taipan to shop for clothes
sigh ~~~
i just hope this kind of situation will eventually go off

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm officially free now !
freedom free
time free
all free

hahahaha but definately not money le
i'm asking for the concert event thingy
but simone heard it's 50 bucks which we have to work from morning till midnite
so i guess it's waayyyyyy too low
and my mum won't allow me to work if it's that low >< boohoo


oh let's see what ?
jco is pretty nice, oh well, i think it's pretty similar to big apple
i guess next time i will buy big apple, cause the flavour and everything *even the logo* looks similar to me
of coz i have to admit
it's pretty nice, very 'chocolatey' and kinda nice !


i can't wait to go out ............. muahahahahahhaha
i'm not stress free !
nothing to be worried ! wakakakakka

hope i have a good holidays =D

fuiyoh ! time passes so fast
tomorrow simone gonna finished her exam and there comes my final exam !

seriously i'm in a deep shit
cause tomorrow is the stupic microeconomic paper
yet see what am i doing ?
blogging here ! yeah right
so i guesss i'm going to screw my paper
boohooo

i really can't wait till 19th november 12.40pm!
that time i will be totally free !!!
i think i'm going pavilion after that !
i'm going there just for JCO
yeah u can say i'm insane
u must know... after exam, ppl usually go crazy
just now i'm ABIT crazier than others

i should go and sleep now .... ciao
all the best for my exam tomorrow man !