what is friendship ?!

truly speaking, i've been being a lazy bum after my 1 week holiday in my 1st sem. i knew it, and i have been avoiding alot of things.
it makes me realize how much i hate my class and even ppl in my class.
being fake and maybe they are just not that kind of people i can mix with.

i must truly admit that, in this world it is not all people you can mix with. although u wanted to, but somehow, it just can't. just like me. i always act like i'm so into their group, but i knew it, it's not what i think it can be.

there's time i was considering to go for other uni. for eg, VU. but of cause there's a person that made me think twice before deciding to go on this.
just now, i talked to her. and we spill out our problems, it just seems the same. but i think it's because i'm not being in the same class with her, that's why we didn't manage to stick with each other.

i'm not sure issit too late to realize that, but i should be glad at least i found her. i think this is one of my reason i'm being emo and more emo nowadays.
seriously, i think i have damn little friends !!! friends as in those that you can talk to, trust on and even spend time with them.
but how i realize people i know nowadays are being very fake which i seriously can't take it.

for me my friends are playing a main role in my life, i mean who's not. but i seriously love my high schools friends. they are those that i can really find them after didn't contact for months and even years.

so, i should really appreciate all the friends i have now.
=) because it's not so easy to find a true friends .......
i love all my friends.

OMG OMG OMG OMG ..... after lots lots lots of complain. i'm back to my own blog again !!!
why ?!?!?!??! wondering huh ?! just because i need someone to save my SOUL~~~
this is being so urgently. who can help me i will just give them a propz =p

i just have this problem. everytime i step inside my house i feel damn damn damn emo lar. what should i do ?! what should i do with it ?! how can i not be so emo ?! someone told me to think something happy. but what is the happy thing lar ?!

everytime i just feel like going out ! omg omg omg ... am i a freak now ?! damn, i know it's not good but what should i do ?!
i think next week is the last week for my whole semester already. and i don't even have the happy feeling !

know why ?! cause there's no one in my course that makes me thinks that the uni is being so fun and interesting ! i just don't get it why ppl say uni life is so great ! it's totally opposite of it. and trust me. it's not so happy as they said ! =.= why are ppl lying lar... aiyo.

after disappearing for quite some time. it's time for me to cope (sp?) up with my friends. long time didn't hang out with them ady =)
feel free to find me..

wait wait wait !!!! FINALS IS COMING... maybe after finals i will find you guys !
muaks.... much of love =)

this one i don't need to say, it's simone n another girl is emma, she's one of my new friend, we know each other from where i'm working part time now =)
it's pretty nice working there =p


kekeke, me and xx !!! we're in delifrance(is that how it spells)?!


i tell you, it's freaking hot when we're waiting outside to get into lagoon =.= i hate it, and i guess it makes yiying vomit like shit .... bad experience


kekeke,this is when i went to clubbing in maison ! hahaha =p with sueann...
that nite is freaking pack ! cause it's a ladies nite =.=


hey jo ~~ i updated lar, sorry lar, your holiday over adi, didn't really get to go out with you. but now my turn having holiday. but it's just 1 week =.= why are they so kiamsap?

omg, i'm so sorry to all my fellow mates ! ahahaha , i know it's been age i didn't update adi lar.
sorry lar, too busy with those stupid assignments and then sometimes i'm even lazy to update adi mer. what to do ?! weiting mar, always like that wan

anyway, guess what ?! i'm working already, aiyo, just part time lar, i need to save money to go new zealand ! it's call H2O !! it's a bubble tea shop, bubble tea there is nice and cheap ! seriously it's so much cheaper compare to the one infront of taylors main campus !!!

oh yaya... nowadays i start meeting sueann adi ! hahaha so happy to hangout with high school mates man ! i can tell u that i don't really like my uni life ! not only because of those stupid assignments that bothers me, but also friends ! =.= you won't understand adi hanging out with bunch of weirdos !! hahaha... always being left behind... i always thinks that i'm EXTRA wan !! luckily i have ching !! hahahaha .. she's so good lar ! aiyo.. i think she understand what i feel !

i've been going out too many these days from thursday nite till tonite ! wow... just now when i tell my mum i'm going out she say i didn't see you for few days adi !! >_< omg... sorry mummy, but i just wanna release my stress... okay okay i know it's just an excuse =p mind me ...

okok.. actually i have many things to say lar ! for example, i realise that if one people lies to you they get their KARMA !! good for him.. damn him ! why the hell lie to me ! serve you right then =.= not i want to curse him, but i seriously HATE people telling lies to me lar ! i mean who will like it right ? what's so hard to say the truth ?! =.=

i will upload some pictures after this !! jo jo jo !! i know you long time didn't see me adi... i let you see how i look like now !! hahaha i'm so perasan !!! =p
can't wait to go out now ! woohooooo.... i'm waiting for my holidays ! muahahaha =p

*ps: don't trust people with sweet talk ! hahaha, you will realize how wrong issit. =p

damn ! there's infection on my ear T_T sob sob, the upper part one ! my dad is scaring me, he said i might need to cut half of my ear !!! wth ~~ i dowan.. so i took out the rings...

okay it's better to take it out. i will just put medicine on it only...

anyway, happy today ! went to bought a bag ... can take for kaikai and also uni ! =p
nth much... just tomorrow is another boring day
will just stay at home and heal my ear .... dear ear... please hear me... heal faster ok ?!
=.= i sound LAME !

btw.... TBS's time table really sux man.....

*plz i dowan to cut half of my ear...*

omg ! can you believe that ?! my 3 months holiday OFFICIALLY end !!!

i dowan to be like that. tomorrow is my orientation day T_T i scare i can't get friends, know lar, my friends are so limited. other friends are occupied ! =p

have to start to change my time back to normal. no more being an owl T_T lol.
cannot go out so often liao lor... but then will still curi curi go out after class n balik before my parent is back =p

gtg lu..... happy chinese new year to all my friends

bye holidays... i will miss u freaking much ^_^

i realise ppl should really appreciate what they have in their life ! just because a stupid shit then u treat ur life like that ?!?!?! stupid shit, i'm FAWKING not going to WORRIED with u !

seriously i'm getting so worried, and i know nothing about it !
is hospital ur friend's house ? that's so weird, please don't ask ur friend to tell me those things, tell me by ur ownself !
please please take care of urself =.=
there's nothing much i can do also all i can do is just pray for you



P/z : Ghost Rider should watch that ! it's a pretty good movie.

ciao