when things don't go the way u want it to be... ...

what do you do when you're facing this kind of problem ?
i'm not gonna mentioned what had happened
repeating it makes me feel damn depressing.
i know it is not end of the world, but i just feel like getting out of here.

out of sudden, i wish i'm allowed to study in overseas.
i don't need to face this kind of problem.
at least right at the moment i wish to be alone.
just alone.

next year gonna be a tough year for me.
my friends are leaving to aus.
although left 2 of them here with me, but i'm not close to them and i believe they will be busy with their life as well.

3 more papers to finish my exam.
before this, i can't wait till i finished my exam
and for the 1st time, i hope the exam last forever, so that i won't need to face the fact.

i think 1 day, i should really get to some isolated island
so that i can have a clearer mind and guide me what should i do.

fawking stresss

i'm fawking stress up with this damn fawking finals exam !

why did i take finance at 1st !??!?!??!?!
why why why ?
right at this moment i really feel like dropping this fawking course !
it's fawking stress !
i'm facing this shit in 1 week time !
i'm panicking like nobody's business
i'm not using fully with time that i have

it's so hard for me to concentrate
it's so hard to get the DAMN FAWKING things into my mind
can i just stuck the whole boook in my head ?!?!?!!??!?

i'm freaking stress and freaking emo right now too !!!!
what can i do now ?!
fawk the damn study !

long time to finish my exam... ...

final exam is around the corner.
i seriously hate how unisa arrange the timetable.
i know they are just giving us more time to study but having 3 last paper together ain't gonna help much though
and the worst part is that my finals is the last to finish which my sister and my cousin is back !
wat de... -.-

everyone is enjoying already yet i'm suffering here.
my brain not functioning good as not much things is going into it !
i'm soooo not motivated to study right now.
everything just gone so wrong
sigh....

it's almost 4pm... and i shall eat my lunch now... i'm freaking hungry...
T.T

emo...

it's been a long time since i update ?
maybe just 2 weeks i guess
since after i was busying with my damn assignments
but thank goodness i'm free from this sem's assignments
meaning i'm over it =p

end of nightmare, but here comes another horror ones.
which is my finals.
i wonder why is unisa the last who finished everything
and the worse thing is... the exam is during nov but now it's nov they don't even release the examination date yet !
it's making everything worst as i have no mood to study.

recently everything is bringing me down.
1. feeling useless
2. feeling lonely as my friends are leaving to aus next year i'm back to lonely again
3. i met up my friend, and my friend said i grow fatter -.-
4. exams is coming and i don't have to mood to study yet
5. getting complaints from other ppl

why is life being so hard ?
can't it be easier ?
i wish i'm someone smart, easy-going, positive thinking, and slim !
there's not much stress if things are easy

stress a...........

woahliao !
i'm super duper stress !!!

i can't wait for this 2 assignment to get done !
i have so many things to do
and seriously want to complain to taylors or UNISA, why do they like to cramp all those stupid assignment together ?!
this is freaking weird and it's TORTURING TOO !

tonite, i'm going to stay up late nite to finish my DAMN background part.
next would be findings and so on......
but in order to finish these, i must hand up my ICBM 1st which we left the 3rd part of the assignment.
hopefully we can finished when we meet up tomorrow (me and ching)

i shall be determine so that i can finished my background part !
i seriously dowan to stuck here !
it's just sucks when i have to stuck here and keep doing assignment.

actually i know after assignment, worst nightmare i gotta face --->my LOVELY finals -.-

really god bless me !
let me pass these through safely !

daddy's birthday

know what's the reason i'm being so broke this month ?
because everyone is celebrating their birthday this month !!!!!
it's like every week, few friends of mine are telling me to join their birthday celebration !
what's going on with it ?

but i'm more than happy to celebrate my lovely father's birthday !
that day (on monday) we went to windmill to have our dinner.

picture that my dad and mum is searching for their best choice.

not to forget this is mine, which come with a set with nice apetizer, ice cream, soups and cappucino.

jackie and daddy order the same thing !

after we reach home, we just decided to cut the cake
but we didn't eat it cause we were too full after the dinner

hehehe, an update of me

and of cause me and my brother !


anyway i'm still thinking whether to attend my cousin's birthday
i feel bad if i don't turn up !
-.-

after MR assignment...

i'm finally done with my MR (market research) assignment.
not too happy with the results as i use up most of my weekend time to complete everything.
yet i'm going to leave the edit part to tomorrow.

so there's another 2 more major assignment and i'm going to sit for my finals !
wonderfully i haven't start anything yet !
everything seems to be so pack and i'm still slacking all the way

one thing i hate doing after finishing my assignment is that i tend to get hungry !
maybe because my hand is exercising and my mine is functioning (a little i guess).

i feel so bad for eating at nite
but sometimes i just can't resist it !!

this week gonna be real busy

what i'm gonna do this up-coming week:-
1. celebrate my lovely daddy's birthday !
2. celebrating sue and dee's birthday
3. yiing birthday coming too !
4. friend's wedding dinner

i'm getting so broke already.
sigh ! how do i survive when this economy is DAMN SUCKS !