PMS

If there's something i wanna post today that would be short n simple.

Im feeling so frus that i think i could smash anything right now.

Everything seems to be wrong and out of my control (since when it did).

Screw my life, i hate all this shits...

='(


Logging off,
xoxo

1st week of march 2011

It's March.
February seems abit longer than i thought. I've no idea why, it's just so. Probably because i've been waiting till the day to come! (if u read the previous posts)
Anyway pics to be continue from the previous post, went to Velvet the very next day after Friday. It seems that i'm a hardcore but no, i don't think so. Simply because i think i didn't drink as much as before *wink* proud eh?

But nevertheless, Saturday is one memorable yet nice night. I spent my time so well that i make all my friends drink and by the midnight all of us went cuckooo and it was indeed fun!
it's been a while since we have so much fun together! =)
Love it when i get to spend my nights with all my loved ones.
Hamfish that rarely go clubs. He might feels bored but he's always there for me.
Met my cousin there, which supposedly that she's lazy but end up getting her lazy bum there since i told her to meet me there!
it's been a while since both of us hit to the club together and partay hard!
i made her drink that night and she go 'oh-so-tipsy'! Well, it's all because i'm too happy to see her in club and it's a sin not to drink with my friends
the bunch of girls that i spend with that night.
The reason for us to party hard is because debbie is back from Singapore!
She's back for 10 days and she wanna spend quality time with us.
Even her brother and cousin join us that night. Everything seems to be the same like last time and i definitely miss those time.
Hiding behind eeven! n this look funny. my messy hair is because i go crazy asking ppl around me to drink drink n drink.
we the food team went to Seremban the next day for yummy food!
RM55 per kg for huge huge crab!
trust me, the crab is definitely bigger than my face.
look at those retarded face, i guess we're hyper after consuming a large amount of seafood!
check this out!
not forget to mention, my bestie came back from Aus!
everything seems so nice... i wish they will be here always =(
went over the sueann's house one night. had one real nice coffee latte
this coffee machine is making me inlove with it... so tempted to get one of this thingy since i'm a big fan of coffee.
yesterday night, went to this dessert place in Giza. awesome dessert i should say! their durian is fantastic! =) loving the specs that eeven brought! wahahaha, nicer than the one i have >><<

this coffee that i think is better than starbucks!

had my quick dinner after watching 'adjustment bureau' in Pavilion.
seems to spend my Sunday well as Hamfish and i wake up pretty early for an early brunch buffet at MaiU with the bunch of lovelies.
Headed to Pav to chill out with my Hamfishy.

I wasn't in a good mood these few days especially today i guess.
Dunno issit because the time of the month but it's sucks to be in this kind of situation.
Im feeling pressured from 'the boss' i can't complain. Im trying to get another opportunity for my own.
Sometimes middle of the nights i'm thinking whether i made the right decision to throw the letter out of emotions or what.
Im doubting myself already and i feel even more stress than before.
Isn't things suppose to be better after i've let things go?

what should i do to please everyone n also myself, i wonder.


Logging off,
xoxo.

Friends are back!

This week seems to be a good week to me!
My friend came back from Singapore to clear off her annual leave! So there's a reason for us to party! Love and miss partying with her!
Today morning received this surprised call from my lovely Sueann! she's finally back for 2 weeks! Even though it's just 2 weeks, promise will spend all my time for her this time when she's back. I knew she gonna touch down this morning but never expect some random phone number from her though.
Tell me how not to go out with bunch of lovely babes that's back for short breaks?
It will be a sin if i don't do so.

I've been really stressed up with work, some entertainment, outings, and even partying is good to release my damn stress. Guess i'm Pmsing that's why my mood went up and down!
Went Velvet on Friday night as my Hamfish has something on that he can't company me =(
So when there's plan? What am i waiting for? Out, we go!
1st time going Velvet with XX and Joen!
Hell ya , we know each other for long but not once we go club together! It's a special occasion that all 3 of us were in the club together!
Another picture from cxx's phone! the amaze part of iphone! =D
One of the weekdays i was craving for korean food! Went all the way to Sri Hartamas just to go to their main brach - Daorae!
It's sooooooooo jam that i gonna kill myself, somemore i gotta drive after working hours in office. It's really killing me, but the satisfaction of the food they served? It's worth afterall!
Was too hungry to take picture of all the food we had!
So ended up like this... ... ...
This chicken rice that i had only 1 slice of chicken made me diarrhea the next day!
Guess what?? i'm soooo busy that i don't even have time to eat my lunch till 4pm! the reason i'm having tummy-ache is cause it's been hours since it's tapao-ed ><

Before we party hard on Saturday night, i went to MidValley to pick up my goods which i ordered. Had an awesome lunch in Hokaido though.
Stamina roll! My favourite *yummy*

More to come... food for life!
did not take alot of pictures in the Velvet that night. We all went crazy and cuckoooo. The amaze thing about alcohol =)
Once in a while partying is definitely fine =D
I miss having great time with all my friends and yesterday is one awesome powesome night.
Can't wait for the next time where i get all crazy up again.


Anyway i've finally made my decision.
I gave in the letter, was thinking when is the perfect time to hand it up to my manager.
But i'm sure i gotta hand in before february ends... so i gotta make up my mind quick!
My now finding job and i will be officially jobless on 15th April.
Wish me luck peeps.

Logging off,
xoxo!

Job hunt soon

It's been a long time since i post pics that i took with my babes!
Blame all to my laziness, and even these pics that i'm posting together is what i grab from my friend's album. Thanks eevie babe.

Had dinner with the babes in Tak Fook in Jaya one before the whole CNY ends. It's great hanging out with them again. I just can't take it that Eeven, one of my best friend is leaving to HK real soon to work. Somehow i hope that i get a job from overseas so that i can get out from here >.< Malaysia life seems pathetic to me or maybe it's me that makes everything pathetic.
Wasn't in the best condition that night though, cause i'm pissed with my work. They called me when it's public holidays, and it's annoying when i'm having great time with my friends.

Took the so call girls group pics before Fay left home. We have 2nd round in The Bee for some drinks before the hectic n working life starts the next day.

Loving my friend's camera. So tempted to get another new camera. But from my financial condition right now? It's a big nono! I think i'm gonna be jobless soon and i still need to survive my rest of the months. *finger cross*

Im getting into beer nowadays! It starts the sign of being an alcoholic! it's been a while since i've been craving for it. Last time my way of trying to get rid of beer crave, i drink almost everyday even though i don't feel like it. And this way really works, i stopped for months. and i'm actually proud of it.

Hopefully this week is gonna be good! My bestie from Melb is reaching on Sunday morning and biebie is arriving on Friday night. Party! maybe?

I've been so busy these day, probably it's the orientation week for new students. Office has been bombarded with students every single min!
Well, i'm trying to take the courage to hand the 'letter' to my superior! Wish me luck...

I need a job real soon and i have to go for job hunt pretty soon!
Job intro or recommend plz?


Logging off,
xoxo

Short Weekend

this week, the weekend seems to be shorter than the usual one that i have. I went back to work on a Saturday! Amaze with it right? Well, i've no choice cause i've been really busy during the weekdays running up and down in the airport and no time is left for my paperworks that's left in office. Calls and pressures are all putting on me! i can't escape from it unless i'm quit.

As i'm too tired from the work that i'm suffering. So i'm too lazy to make up just for a casual outing. Was suppose to go to Velvet on Saturday night. Was somehow looking forward to it cause i need something to release my stress and just drink.
Purposely went to 1u just to get the sandals i want from Vincci, couldn't find it in pyramid though! i guess different outlets has different stocks.

Sorry for the fugly pics, i'm too tired! check it out my eyebag! i need something to cure it PERMANENTLY please. I look like zombie walking around the mall.

Tell me about girls and choco! Still haven't come across with any girls that don't like chocolate!
This is pretty tempting. wasn't suppose to eat anything as i have steamboat dinner at Eugene's crib. Hamfish ate most of it and i had a lil of it, didn't want to feel guilty afterall!
I think i've been gaining weight and i dowan to complain about my size all the time, it's frustrating n annoying =.=
Hamfish is getting more and more a camwhore like me.
Guess we influence each other after spending quality time together. Well at least it's not a bad thing huh?
Off we go to Eugene's house after wandering around 1u. always can't get anything much in shopping malls nowadays. Things are getting more and more expensive. Need more savings than spending my arse off on materials. Obviously i can't totally stop myself from spending on clothes, make up and clothes. But i have to stop myself from any impulse buying! It's killing my purse and my guilt!

Had a great night with the girls n the guys are entertaining themselves with their own entertainment.
This toy puddle is one of a kind! he's not tempter to food at all! He's most probably the only dog that don't like food (this explain why he's so skinny)
Im so gonna have a dog if i get to stay outside!

Outing in Pyramid this afternoon with my lovely gossip buddies!
Joen and XiaoXuan.




overall our outing is pretty good except the incident happened in Kimgary. Pissing and annoy me!


Someone mentioned to me that is she avoiding and escaping from all the problems she has. It makes me think of my own problem. I received this msg from my superior on a Sunday. I don't understand why things has to turn out to be so. Probably everyone around me feels that my work is an easy job, but honestly whos job is really easy? I believe that everyone has their own problems and problems don't always get to solve, cause in the end diff prob will come after other ends.

I've trying to think about my future what do i want.
I wanted to work overseas but i've things that i can't let go here. I would love to, but i have my own dilemmas n whether there's possibilities that will be another problems for me.
I just hope that whatever decision i made, i won't be regret with it.
I have my own final decision on mind, just that my decision won't please everyone around me.

Please forgive for my childish-ness. I just want to be myself sometimes.


Logging off,
xoxo.

Chor 14 2011

Wednesday, today it seems like everyone is back to their working mood. Everywhere is full of cars and traffic was terrible today!
Xmas, New Year and even Chinese New Year is over right now. Guess i'm one of them that have to charge my batt to the fullest and prepare to work my lung out.
Since Tuesday is a public holiday, i went to Midvalley with the Hamfish. It's pack as usual. As i'm really hungry due to some piggy overslept, we simply choose any restaurant that's less pack and we went to some Hakka restaurant.

Review for the restaurant? Not so nice i would say, many other restaurants would be much better than this. Don't get any idea why is it so pack.
Sorry for the damn face, im suffering from hunger!!! Hungry girl is an angry girl! This picture actually makes my arm look slimmer than usual! So picture might be deceiving, but there's something i can see clearly, which is my hair! it's horrible! i'm gonna get it done real soon.
Yesterday seems like a bad day to both of us. Some drama happened and it makes me think that looks can be really deceiving! Although that person might be rich or even look rich with branded stuffs, but they can be carrying to world's worst attitude ever. So, moral of the story is never trust a person too much even though they are ur friends. Well don't get me wrong, i trust my friends, but there's something we must be aware with. Things might not be what it seems to be.

It's scary that knowing a petite girl can do such horrible stuff. After this incident, i guess we both learn some lessons. And funny part is that, i realised i can be quite mean and bitchy if i want to! *hahaha* serve ya right biatch =p i don't actually act like that

Before the dramas, we actually having our relaxing time in Austin Chase which serve coffee. We were too tired and exhausted, so coffee time it is.

Ordered this strawberry latte frappe! it's horrible cause it's too sweet and i can't take it. Honestly i prefer something that's less sweet. Still miss the Pink Guava Latte i can get in Departure Lounge. Too bad it's too far for me and i don't have the spare time to travel all the way there just to get a latte for myself.


Something cute i found. Playing with the foam.

Looking notty as usual.

We got a mug from them. it's actually huge and i'm using it right now.
Went to dinner with the babes. Crabby, prawns and seafoods... never get enough of seafood i guess.
Nice catching up with them.

Apart from all the happening outings that i posted.
I'm really upset from my work. Not sure whether my colleagues are able to read this, well i can't help it if they do.
i'm not satisfied with whatever i'm doing right now. I feel like having something better yet i know that i can't quit it if i were to ask opinions from my parents. They would suggest me to work while find another job if i want to. However the thing is that i would want to leave asap! I know money is important, right now i really need those alot.

I have things that i wanna do with it. Yet things that happened and feelings of being like this brought me down. I hope i'm able to find a solution real soon.

Alright, i shall go off now.

Logging off,
xoxo.

Happy Valentine's day 2011

Can't imagine tomorrow is Wed and i'm getting back to work. What's worse is that i gotta wake up darn early tomorrow cause i need to go to airport to pickup students! *boohoo* think of the long hours that i'm working is already killing me.

Putting aside all the bad thoughts, i had a rather chilling yet nice valentine's with my Hamfish.
It's nothing special, no surprises but what makes me happy is that he willing to spend his time with me (he suppose to have dinner with the family)! Valentine's day is not what kind of gifts and surprises that he can give you, in fact, it's the quality of time and who you're with at that moment.

Woke up pretty early that day and so headed to my favourite place - Ahyat Abalone to have Dimsum. That place sucks when they have lots of people, and yesterday was totally opposite from that day i went with my family. Food is good n services is great too! Guess it's a good start for the day.

Bird nest eggtart, it's my all time favourite =)
He's busy drinking his tea. No idea why, he has a thing for tea (chinese tea).
And me, busy nom-ing my food down coz i'm freaking hungry and looking at these pics make me hungry too! ARGH.


We headed to Pavilion and turn out that there's alot of ppl over there! Guess there's something couples like to do is to shopping! Well, that's definitely one of my all time hobby! =p
Was being indecisive whether to drink bubble tea or just coffee, but since i've been wondering where's the Pacific Coffee is located at Pav, here we go.... for coffee time!
I've been addicted to coffee ever since i start working. It's a bad habit, but guess that's like the only way to keep me awake and refresh.
Pacific Coffee reminds me so much of HongKong!
Definitely feel like going back anytime soon! but first? Taiwan it is. Bought tics with the bestie, and my Hamfish is left out >.< Sorry.

Went for Stelle Cafe for dinner.
It's not those romantically and candle light dinner. But the environment is nice and the lighting is lovely too!
Their portion is not too big, good business strategy that we can order appetizer, main course and even dessert!

His, being so healthy! And me gulping down tons and tons of olive oil down my permanently '2 months big tummy'


Dessert-brownie, it's awesome! Yummmmyyy.

Really love the lighting over there.
Guess i look diff?

Spot the diff of both pic. Thanks for the gift Darl...

Ended our day with movie in Pav. Seriously, the long queue we waiting to buy our tickets is crazy!

Happy Valentine's day once again my Darl. =)



Logging off,
xoxo