Thursday, August 25, 2011

Just when i thought everything was good...

I know right?! it's almost end of August already and i barely update my blog.
I'm always lazy and honestly, just when i thought there's turning in my life cause i've found myself a job?!
Things tend to be changing in the opposite side yet again.
Not sure issit because it isn't gonna be a too good year for me, but everything that i've been trying to do doesn't seems to work out very well end of the day.

I bet most of you know that i've gotten myself a new job?
How was it? Honestly, i'm having this serious issue of being emotional and under pressure!
I've only started working the 2nd week and less than 10 days im already feeling suffocated and pressured.
Sometimes it's not being racist and i definitely have no offense to other people, ppl just tend to treat us differently.
It's obvious to the extend that my parent has raise their voice to me. Telling me i should move on to the other path of my life.




However, things are always easier to say than done!
Nope, i'm not giving myself excuse. I know myself well enough that im a very emotional girl.
Im affecting people around me as well, it makes me feel sorry especially to my love one.
My parent is definitely worrying about me, everyday when i come back from work, they never fail to ask me: how's your work today?!

It's all this small things that count and that's how they show you.
They want you to story them, and something telling it out is good for both side.
1. at least we know that there's someone that care for us no matter how
2. least i feel better though everyday and night i've been thinking how am i gonna survive the very next moment when i'm working.

Yes! Money might be a big issue, but my friend once tell me if u're not happy working in a place how far would you go?!

I think i've made up my mind.
So finger cross and i hope everything's gonna be alright for me tomorrow.
I hope i can go through without given any notice, it's really killing me already.


Logging off,
xoxo

Monday, August 8, 2011

1st week of August 2011

It's already August!
Weee... I have some good news and bad news at the same time too!
Well, before i get all long winded and all, i'm gonna post up my friend's wedding pictures and how i actually celebrated my birthday!

It was actually very hectic for me, cause i went to Bangkok very last minute with JM n friends.
5 days 4 nights doesn't seems so long afterall!
Guess girls never get enough of shopping. But i would say if u were to shop for different purpose, as in it's not really a place i would encourage friends to go there for branded stuff.
Apparently their branded stuff are more expensive compare to Taiwan/HongKong.
Though i'm not sure whether Taiwans is having this tax free thingy soon, but HK is definitely a good place and a paradise for girls that love branded stuff.
BKK in the other hand is good for clothes/attires. I bought clothes without even thinking twice cause my friend once told me just buy whatever clothes i want even though that's not my style.
Hence the money all gone in just one sec !

Waking up early in the morning like 5.30am is crazy cause i touched down Malaysia at 12.30am!
Imagine the sleep that i get for that night?
But still, so proud of the girls that we barely sleep managed to make it on time.
And can you imagine JM couldn't wake up in time and i have to drive there myself! haha, epic.
We are actually preparing the list/raw materials for the guys gaming purpose!
Fun i should say! haha

Im in charge of pampers!
Guys are suppose to lick the pampers, though it look gross, but my friend say it's actually very nice! Joke.
My expression is epic!
We even went to the guy's side for a while.
Eventually it's a must and though we're dead tired, we still stayed there till quite late.
Loving all my babes!
The newly married, pretty bride!
Love her craziness!
Isn't it lovely? Love much!
And seriously? I have no idea why are we laughing so hard.
But who won't be happy for their friends right?!
It felt so good seeing one of my bestie getting married.
Imagine getting together for 8 years and finally tying the knot after so long?
I can say barely and so far, this is the only couple that i has witnessed all thing myself.
Been through ups and downs.
That night itself. I was soooo tired to the extend that i can't stand longer till the 2nd round they have in Neway after the wedding dinner.
Most of my friends can't take it and left early for that session.

Oh! I've always been in a eating spree, and i feel my appetite went far beyond that everytime after i eat i feel like having dessert after that.
Im feeling bloated or prob i've already gained weight too.
Introducing Dome. I've been to the one in Pavilion and i think that the one located in Gardens is better.
JM's favourite seafood spagetti.
And this is my FAVOURITE!
honestly, this is sooooooooooooooo good! One of the best wedges i can find in Malaysia!
Even right now at this moment, after i've looked into the picture makes me feel like having one.
My jimui has decided to bring me to this place located in Damansara Heights for breakfast.
He brought me there cause he wanted to spend me breakfast and probably i'm the only friend he has that wake up so early in the morning during weekends!
So we were there at Jarrod and Rawlins for breakfast.
Most of them who visited there are ang mos'..
But well, never fancy them much, still prefer Asians.
Cozy and nice ambiance! If only JM can wake up early to eat breakfast with me i would search more places for breakfast.
My salmon omelet with toast! So nice! No wonder they have good reviews on it.
And on my Birthday itself.
Lovely JM actually brought me to this japanese restaurant located in PJ Hilton named Genji (if i'm not mistaken)
Lovely enough to plan something nice for me =)
Loving the lighting much there.
Has been trying to adjust using my new camera. Still can't get the settings right.
One of the best sushi roll i had.
The amazing one is at Kiku Sakura which located at Midvalley and one famous/best sushi roll cost more than RM 60! Crazy eh?!
Nom Nom Nom

Sorry with the stupid face.
Am too excited with the nice Sukiyaki!
It's nicer than the one we had in Hokkaido.
But price wise? Obviously Hokkaido is cheaper =/
Finally a picture with me and JM!
I actually celebrated the 3rd round with my friends.
Having dinner at Social@KL.
The food there is really amazing! I really love it much... Never failed me.
Honestly i would go back there anytime!

The rest of the pictures i will have to upload it the next time.
Although i don't need to work, but my eyes is failing me.
So before i end this:-
The bad news is i got backstabbed and my new director hated me so much that she bad mouth me!
Things seems to be so harsh to me and i still couldn't accept the fact that she did this to me. Not gonna comment much about this since i've already leave the place.

Yes, you heard me right!!
I finally found myself a job and off i go!
I was so happy that i managed to leave this shit place. Well i can't guarantee whether i will complain much about my new job. But at least at the moment i'm really happy and relief that i finally leave a place that i felt i haven't been productive for the past 1 year!
I need something to improve myself and at least to achieve some goal in my life.

Alright, i gotta log off right now.
XOXO!

PS: happy anni to my dearest BF! much love

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Cont. Updates, To Simone

It's almost 2am in the morning and i'm here blogging again.
Believe me ornot, i just reached home. I've went to one of my closest friend's house and i think it's the best i have a talk with her.

Before i get too deep into what's going on with things/problems or whatever u named it.
As promised a small updates as i have no time to upload pics during the weekend.
Antipodean, Telawi 2 if i'm not mistaken, it's like a place i would like to hang out other than Levain, though it's as hard as to find parking but it's always nice to have good food and good companions.
Loving the place even though it's pack, food there is awesome and they served all day long breakfast! Which is a good for people that wake up late and still crave for breakfast set =D
Big Breakfast, i would suggest and recommend.

Though i know it's the month of August already, but some recap what had happened.
Still can't imagine that my cousin brother has actually flew to Sydney already for further studies.
Bet my cousins are feeling lonely without him since he's always be the one that talks the most and obviously some drama for the house too. Teehee, though they have fights that i had heard before, but who won't miss their siblings when they are thousand miles away?

My parent has decided to throw a farewell dinner with him.
As mommy's preference - Hokaido it is which located in Midvalley Gardens.
FYI, the main focus of the night is the one in RED!
Show some cousin love.
Even more love, one funny and one cool.
Definitely makes the family happier and more dramas.
Has been waiting for her to finish her CLP paper, bet she's still struggling right now for her last paper i guess?
Tomorrow which is 3rd August would be her last paper, will wish her all the best of luck.
Im not gonna post much pictures of food, it seems like i've been posting the same food over and over again.
Something i'm not gonna missed is the ice cream that i ordered - Melon ice cream.
Can't resist it even though i'm dead full... haha, girls can't resist dessert definitely!
Amazing part that i have dimsum session with my mommy before she fly off to Hong kong.
Sort of like her pre-birthday celebration.
Cause her birthday she will be flying off to HK to meet up my elder sister which she's going there for conference.
We had our Dimsum at Oriental in JAYA 33.
Dimsum was quite nice, beside the not so good service they have that day.
It was so full that even though we booked in advance, we still need to wait for table.
Luckily dad n mom come later after we've arrived.
We even start eating before they reached, ekekeke.
Brother being blur waking up so early huh?
The cheeky bf that love to tease but also pamper me always.
Thanks much love.
The oh yes i'm awake look =)
And finally the parent has arrived, so DINE!
Seems that i'm so camera alert!
I shall get award for that =p
Couldn't get a nice pic with mommy cause she's pretty tired that afternoon, and sorry mom wasn't paying much attention when she's trying to talk about something God remember what is it back then.
The rest of the outings of the months will be updated again for the next post. I promise.

So wondering still why am i still awake at this hour?
Probably this post i need to dedicate to my friend that is going through hard time of her life.
I know things might and doesn't seems to go right way, but life is again full of ups and downs.
Whatever u're going through, i bet alot of ppl is going through too. Just that sometimes we have to step back, have a clearer view with everything that's happening.
I might be the meanie bursting your bubbles and all ur hopes might go into the drain.

Being a very honest friend or prob one of ur closest friends, i gotta be really honest to you.
Don't even put too much hope on a guy that hurt u more than 3 times, and this is the 3rd time that's happening.

Everyone scare of lonely, that's why people can barely move on.
What if, one has found someone else? Giving an example, friend!
She/He always be there for u whenever you're lonely will things be the same? Prob nope!

I cannot guarantee if anything happened to me in future, i will say it so clearly and be so firm!
But i hope that if i'm going through the same things in future, u will be the one who give me a big slap and ask me to wake up and stop wandering around.

Things will get better babe!
We, everyone just gotta be strong.
Hope everyone that's going through the hard time in relationship understand this.

Logging off,
xoxo!