Saturday, January 29, 2011

Confession

It's midnight and i'm having a confession here.
Right now i'm feeling awful and feel so guilty that i can speak to no one.
I believe that everyone has their temper and honestly i have real short and hot temper that even me myself can't stand it.


I can say something real hurt to anyone when i'm out of mind. Seriously who can ever think rationally when they are pissed! Obviously i'm one of them! That makes me feel so helpless.
Things got worse this time. Probably i'm having the time of the month (PMS i dunno) but i can barely control my emotional...
I believe that the 'aunty' does make me feel frus and pissed easily but not to this extend that i can simply throw tantrum to anyone, especially someone that meant alot.


Honestly if someone ask me who can stand my temper, i guess no one ever can. Who can ever predict weather that god knows when the thunder storm is gonna come next?! Well i guess even me myself can't predict it (i know it sucks).
However, there's this someone that always take in and understand me well. In short he might know me more than myself. I feel so disgusted about me being ridiculous at time, but he in return explain that why am i being so and he totally understand it.


Im touched yet I hate myself so much that i can't control everything at least not my emotions.
Thanks for everything you did. (if u ever read this post)
Everything that u did counts.
Sorry for my immature and being childish/selfish.


What's better than having someone that cherish you and support you whenever you need him to =)
Much loves from me


Sorry to make you angry and restless thankiu for everything.



Appreciate people around you.



Logging off,
xoxo

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Public Holiday - Thaipusam 2011

Have been MIA-ing from blogging. I'm getting lazier and lazier to take pictures and upload them to my computer. Probably i shall start taking pictures using my camera again.
Well, blame to the iPhone being too convenient! Using it to play games, msg and even take pictures. Too lazy to carry too many things in my bag as it's already pretty heavy without those things. Thought of buying new one but i have budget problem =( maybe i should say money is always a problem/matter to me =p


Get back to what i've missed out.
Finally i get to go out yumcha with the friends... Get to meet up with the friends during a wonderful public holiday morning!
We were so semangat that we wake up early just for breakfast.
It was indeed a good catch up with them...
Ks did took a pic of us (the girls) playing iphone!
Sorry but this is how we communicate, when everyone sit down, they start taking out their phone... tsk tsk tsk
Wanted to have shopping during this wonderful Thaipusam day, but mum has set up appointment for family portrait shooting. It seems like a Sunday to me cause i still need to work the next day.
Can't imagine i'm wearing this once again.
It remind me so much of Harry Potter, it makes me feel like i'm part of them in the movie =)
Sorry for being so crazy over Harry Potter but i just won't get bored with it!
SS-ing while waiting for my turn.
Some ppl say my brother looks like my bf! Prob it's the height prob! Wonder why i don't get any tiny little bit of gene of it =(
Over excited with the outlook. Honestly i dressed up awfully inside...
Well who cares when everything's covered up.
Behind the scene =p

Father mother can't wait to get into the scene too =)
Something i've not eaten for such a long time.
It's quite famous among Subang residents... The Awesome Powesome - Rojak in ss15.
Im quite surprised that the amount of people queuing up even though it's late afternoon.
I wonder people do eat late lunch nowadays!
Oh, and this pic, i did not finished this alone. don't get me wrong!!!
I know i'm such a fatty bum bum and greedy but i dare not finish it if not i will definitely feel guilty after that >.<
Went to Pavilion for shopping. Although i'm not celebrating CNY this year. But seeing everyone around me buying clothes for CNY makes me feel like buying too!
Had dinner in Emperor Q, the food turn out to be quite nice.



sorry for the lack of people pictures. i wasn't in the mood to take pictures either!
Cause i've been carrying this real huge pimple on my cheek!
It just get better yesterday! Hope that it will be recover by the time of CNY! *finger cross*


As time pass real fast, I remembered that i had a great dinner with my babes in this Thai restaurant located at the Lower Ground of Gardens. However the food turn out to be REAL BAD! i was quite pissed at the food and we have to wait so long even though there's not much customers.
Green curry taste weird though! Taste like tomyam in green colour!
No idea what's wrong with the food, i asked them whether they changed their chef? and the answer is no. (this is weird, how could it be so different from the last time)
Didn't really have a pleasant dinner.
Was having a real bad time for the whole week. Having a serious mood swing and basically i was pissed with every little single things.
Not sure is it because of PMS. But i just can't handle things in the right way. Everything just seems to annoy me!
Lucky thing that i had Hamfish for being understanding and caring =) what can i do to repay, i wonder?


Oh i had Nasi Lemak yesterday for breakfast! Can u imagine it's just RM1? Nowadays we can barely find things that are so cheap yet so nice.
Well i do not have heavy breakfast most of the time and this is one of the time that i feel i should treat myself better. (just eat whatever i feel like)

Tomorrow's gonna be another day and its 1 day closer to weekend.
Can't imagine that another week more and it will be CNY! time pass real fast and i still miss the time in HK! miss it so much... wonder can i go back there soon.
I'm such a lazy girl that i wish i can run away from reality! (who don't?)


Alright i shall get going now. I shall try posting more pics of people instead of food!
Hahaha! but what can i do when i spend most of my time eating and enjoying =D


Logging off,
xoxo.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Boring days...

A small update before me getting my lazy ass from the weekend and there comes the monday blue again.
I have no idea why i'm losing my interest on taking photo whatever and wherever i am. Im cutting and summarizing everything in short.
Something epic is that i've been eating much. look at the face i have when i'm eating...
Can't imagine if i got video tape without knowing... it would definitely be horrible!
Me nom-ing my icecream, had Gelare before we went for movie in Cineleisure

Since i bought pairs and pairs of ear rings back in HK which make me a happy girl
I've decided to get a rack for it. All the way to Klang just to get it. personally i think it's worth it, cause i get the rack cheap and nice! But counting in all the petrol and energy wasted? Hmm.. not so worth afterall, but who cares?!
Something that i love in klang? Other than the bkt that only open at 10pm (place that i like to have supper at) its none other than this currypuff! *yummylicious =)*

Ate our dinner in Hokaido, service is extremely good that day... we don't dare to take much pics as other ppl are looking! Wahhahaha... Im still shy afterall =D
SS first before dinner, girls ~~ tsk tsk tsk.
As i'm getting back to my work, i did not have much time to enjoy myself the max during weekend. Searching high and low for Hamfish house decoration! can't imagine that he's doing all this by himself! i'm still amaze with it =p

Im sick since tuesday, and the feeling of getting sick is really horrible! honestly, i've been really healthy for the previous years or teenage i should say.. probably it's a sign that saying i'm getting old and aging =(
i didn't want to change my skin care yet... (to the wrinkle range i mean =p)
Pavilion is full of people but on the other hand Midvalley is amazingly empty, we were pretty surprised that most of the zones are in green lightsssss

Had Manhattan Fish Market for dinner, it wasn't a pleasant one, still prefer the one in Pyramid though.
Sorry for the fugly pictures as i'm getting exhausted =p
Went to Centro at Klang to chill... didn't managed to sit there for long cause the we're feeding the mosquito over there and i'm getting real frus cause i can't stand itchinessssss but no doubt the place is chilling! It was rather a short day for me compare to other Saturdays that i had... not sure is it because that KL is getting bored to me, but i'm running out of plans n things to do! *boohooo* i sound really pathetic...
Time always passes fast when it's weekend! Gosh... If only weekend is longer than weekdays then there's no blue for worker like us =(
BTW we headed to Midvalley as my sister is spending us and the uncle family dinner....
Oh! that's dad happily wearing the shirt i bought for him in HK *proud =)*
Being a lazy bum bum like me, i would definitely like to stop the med that i'm consuming.
But after stopping 1 day i realised it's a wrong move! cause i'm getting those sickness back =(
Please let me heal before CNY!

I've been really moody and frus nowadays. Something is bothering me or perhaps it's time of the month? Not sure... Something i should be glad is that i don't get insomnia anymore *touchwood*
Sister is almost back for a week and it just felt like yesterday. She's gonna be here during CNY although we're not celebrating but i'm sure we will gather together for dinner n what not... it's a tradition for us.



Im getting back to work tomorrow, and hopefully i'm able to shift the place where i'm sitting now. Reason? Because the place where i'm sitting now suck... whoever that pass by can see what am i doing.. which make me feel sooo 'gllasssified'



I should totally get going right now.. it's almost 1 and i have to get up early (i've been late twice this week >.<)



Logging off,
xoxo

Saturday, January 15, 2011

The Last HK Trip Update

Yesh I'm finally back to blog again!
Works and getting sick is definitely stopping me from updating my blog
sorry for the long wait for the rest of my HK trip.
As i wanna fasten everything in HK i decided to put an overall of what i've been doing.
That's none other than eating. I guess i've gained tons of kgs when i'm back here....

So PoloBun one of the foods that i will miss the most. we can't find something as nice as they have over there! Don't believe me? look at the pic... already make me hungry... =(
Nom Nom Nom.. As we take such a long time searching up and down for this polo bun...
I'm gonna take my revenge on eating them ALOT!
Sorry for the fugly pic this is just a random shot that i'm not aware with!
The reason why i ate polo bun before dinner is because we've already postponed our dinner after 9. Apparently we went to this hotpot place named 'Tack Hsin' they are famous with nice and cheap hotpot. Obviously what i mean cheap as in cheaper than others. they have different rate before and after 9pm and we decided to go after 9~
Turn out that their food is really nice! make me bloated after that... worth it afterall =D
Following day.. went to TungChung for their famous outlet.
It take quite some time to get there...it's kinda disappointing i should say cause we couldn't find alot of things over there although they have lots of sales.
i realised that i love sales but i hate shopping when there's tons of people, make me feel as if i'm in a war and i can barely find anything i like most of the time....
Not to forget, something we've tried, Ajisen Ramen.
Maybe i'm just being cakun or whatsoever, but i realised that many locals like to dine in there!
Im just being real curious what's so nice in there that attracts most of the ppl.
I feel that the locals are always crazy over japanese food, cause what i realised is that, they are all packed no matter what time and where.
The result of Ajisen Ramen is AMAZINGLY nice! Msia has nothing to compare to them! I would say Msia Ajisen really sucks, but the one i went it's seriously fantastic! (I guess there's always a reason why they have so many customers =D)
Honestly there's nothing to do at night... but being a night owl like me, watching DVD and with a packet of snacks is a total turn on!
Sun Chips, it's one of the best chips i have back in US (aaahhh, it makes me miss my US life)
This explain why i'm gaining weight huh?*cheeky smile*
Last day, had Dimsum for breakfast. I still prefer those dimsum back in Malaysia, the fact that they don't have chilis sauce make me feels weird!
I think they would think we're weird instead cause when i request for sweet and chilis sauce, they gave me this super pissed off face *arrrgghhh*
HamFish and i feels that we would go back some time soon!
We love the weather there and overall the trip was fun! Just sometimes unexpected things happened - like my grandma. (Grandma, hope u Rest In Peace now)
I realised that alot of people tell me that 8 days for HK is too much
but trust me it's never too much, plus lazy bum like me won't wake up 7 in the morning just to go out and walk... and hey!the mall only open at 11am =D
Just a slight glance on the goods that we managed to get in the whole trips!!!
*wwooohhhaaaa*
Satisfaction and happinesss, well not to our wallet i guess
Can't wait to go back there again.

I've been sick for the past few days... it's been the weakest time i have in my life, i told Hamfish that i barely get sick and since god know when i haven't been visiting doctor. and guess what? i visit 2 in 1 months!
For 2011, i guess there's something i need to be concern with, my health!

i'm hungry now...
Logging off,
xoxo

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Sick Again

i'm sick again...
being sick twice a month is a big thing to me.
i barely get sick and it seems that everything is not going too good this year i guess?

the sister is finally back from Aus!
she has been totally excited and now my house is noisier than other time when she's not around.
she's always the one who talk alot!
haha... and SS too (guess it runs in the family)

will update my blog real soon when i get back home =)

Logging off,
xoxo

Saturday, January 8, 2011

HK Trip 1

It's been 1 week since the New Year. Can't imagine time passes really fast. Especially when you wanted the time to pass slower than ever.
I guess good time pass faster than you ever know it.
Im finally getting my butt off from everything and start uploading photos and updating my blog again.

I'm starting it off with the whole HK trip. Other than some unexpected and saddening things happened, overall the trip is awesome powesome!
If it's given another chance to go HK i would definitely say yes!
The food, the life and even the shopping is really satisfying till im officially broke when i'm back (not like i ever rich! haha)

Flying with Airasia sort of give us pain in the ass!
The seats are small and the flight that fly towards HK is small compare to the plane that we head home from HK!
Im so attracted with the decoration! Adorable and nice at the same time.
Something that i love? The Pandora stands that is placed from the beginning till the end of the road.

Would like to get something from Pandora but the price is absolutely killing me!
We stayed at Park Lane Hotel for 8 days 7 nights!
The hotel service is great and it located at a very strategic place!
After loading all the luggage then off me go for nom nom time!
Since we're not familiar with the road we went to the mall next door for taiwanese restaurant - Odeon Taiwanese Cafe.
Waiting patiently...
N there come my food! Sorry for the bad skin and condition, didn't bother to make up as i'm sitting flight for hours! Food was okok but the bubble tea that I ordered is awesome =)

Walked around for survey before spending off our butt the next day.
We had CharSiewfan for dinner though, but i didn't quite like it as it taste really weird.
Some dessert after main course?
We passed by this famous place for steamed milk - Yee Shun.
The whole place is really pack! Though we are full but never stop us from eating!
Monster mode ON!

The sleepyhead ended up waking very late the next day!
Cool weather tend to make ppl sleep more huh! Can't be blame!
People over there is living in a faster pace of life compare to Malaysia.
Everyone walk so fast that we have to walk twice faster than usual!
Good for digestion and we treat it as EXERCICE (since we barely do that over here).

Brunch at Gold Finch Restaurant, house of steak.
It was a random pick as we're heading to Times Square.
I realised I took alot of food pic in this trip! It's making me missing the food over there.
Oh ya, realised that the milk tea over there is not as nice as we could get it from KimGary.
But their ice lemon tea is full of lemon taste that if u like lemon u will definitely like it, and i'm one of them =)
Times Square seems really big from outside. Compare to Msia i think Sogo and Times Square in HK is wwwaaayyy much better than Msia. =(

Just because I see everyone is taking picture with the decoration and i wanna be part of them!
If what's the drinks that i missed the most in HK that would be the bubble tea from GongCha!
I would say it's much better than Chatime which we can get it from Pavilion!
Imagine that Chatime is good, GongCha is fantastic! Never get bored of having it everyday!
There's a reason why am i gaining weight from this trip!
Even i'm full i still grab a big cup of bbt from here! Cant resist the temptation of it!
Since the bbt is really big (they only have 1 size though).
I only have french toast at night.
I finally understand that why last time my sister tell me that she feels so bloated everyday!
Never ending food even though u're freaking full.
Seeing everyone holding this yogurt ice cream makes me feel like trying it too!
Yogurt with maltesers.... =D

Well that's it for the 1st 2 days for the HK trip. More coming up!
What i realised is that i'm having a food trip instead!
Keep showing pictures of me eating! so if u spotted me anywhere and i'm fat and bloated? it's because i've been seriously eating lots... and this habit brings back to Msia... so even though i'm back i feel hungry easily and dang! it's not a good thing i would say!
My new nickname? Bulat!

I've been taking off since last year till 7th... was suppose to get my lazy ass back to work on Friday, but due to sudden death of my grandma I have to take extra leave just to send her to a better place the last time.
I would like to live in denial that i want to get off from reality.
But in life, there's no way we can escape. Things make us stronger and we grow up thinking more maturely everytime things happened.
If we could handle everything in future, so what's the point of living isn't it?
Obviously no one likes having boundaries in life... but this is how it should be and we do over best for everything.
I'm now in the miserable stage where i felt lost.
Lost that i feel there's no where i'm belong to. I want a better job that keeps me busy and not just sitting down doing nothing. It makes me feel useless and pointless to go for work!

Being miserable is suffering, but when you know there's someone there for you to lean on. You felt like you gotta stand strong for it and know that there's always someone that support you. It really warm your heart.

Really hope that 2011 is a better year... or at least grant me power to fight for all the problems i have. =)
Although it's a little bit late, but HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone =D

Logging off,
xoxo.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Lost track on goals in life

I'm totally not in the mood to do anything, especially WORKING!
I'm trying to motivate myself to go to work everyday, can't wait if i get a better one and i shall move on to others.

Things to be done for my grandma is yet to be finish.
Gonna wake up early to pray my grandma tomorrow morning but i'm not sleeping.
I'm losing track what i want for in life and my goal of living for future.

I'm too lazy to upload all the hk pics so just a sneak preview before the next post.

Can't wait everything to be over.
Need to get my motivation back real soon before i'm dead.

Logging off,
xoxo.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

The Unexpected Things Happened

Hello peeps, I'm back!
HK is somehow cool and fun.
Not till i know the fact that my beloved grandma passed away the 6th day in the morning while i'm sucked in HK.

I miss her funeral.
I should be updating my blog real soon.

But i really miss my grandma alot. Felt like a bad grand-daughter.
RIP grandma, hope u're living in a better place.


Love much from me,
xoxo.