afterall.. ... ...

i've decided to open back my blog.
guess i won't leave it private for too long !

i know it's kinda late that i'm opening it now !
hahahaha, but i will upload with more pics for xmas !! and things that i did these days long
i guess i'm getting better ? as shopping is 1 of the best healing way !
i won't say i'm totally over it... (of coz it take time)

actually i've learn something..
there's always something that can keep me busy so that i won't think so much !
seriously i need to thanks my friends and obviously my family members as well !
mum, dad, jie, bro and even LWL help me to get through the hard time
i will go out with them so that i won't think so much
but of coz there's something i need to sacrifice.... which is money -.-
the more i go out
the more i use on my money
huhuhuhu T.T

nope nope, i'm not blaming anything... because i seriously enjoy doing it!
i see it's end of the year very soon !
i can't help but to think that things move really FAST !
it won't stop because things happened.
i guess ppl really grow up =)

i love my life.
and i love all the things that happened to me
no matter it's sad or happy... i shall all appreciate it.
because of it... i learn to be stronger =D

i shall stop here... friends are blaming me why am i replying soooooo slow !

ps: edward cullen is seriously driving me CRAAZZEEE ><

rainy day

it's been raining continuously nowadays.
i've no idea what's wrong with the weather.
but it's good to sleep yet i can't really have enough sleep.

i'm seriously craving for outing.
wanted to talk to my friend so much.
i feel terrified every time my mother's phone ring.
it scare the hell of me.

i hate this kind of life.
sometimes things doesn't really happened because of 1 side
but when both side, i will just have to give up.

i've no idea i'm having this weird feeling
seeing my friends are having fun out there.
if only things doesn't happened in this way... ... ... ...

this weird feeling is really bothering me so much...
maybe i should learn from my friend get out of here
at least i can have a fresh air for me to breath !

how mean can a person be ?

i was really surprise with the dairy.
as in i didn't really thought it will be sent to me.

there's so many things i wanna shout out and so many things i wanna share with my friends so i don't need to keep everything to myself and tahan everything.
because keeping this makes me crazy
but i know i have no choice cause i'm totally grounded.
the only thing i'm trying to distract myself is that i will hangout around with my mum n sis.

i'm not sure is there a season call break up season
but my friend broke up with her bf as well.
oh well, but i think it's better for them to call it off
because the guy doesn't treat her good, and cannot afford to support her in any way(financial, love n care)
n i believe that she can find a better 1 in future

after all this things happened, i really miss my freedom
i miss watching movie, shopping n hanging out with friends
but i know everything has change.
so i have to face the fact.

*ps: my sister bought a LV bag T.T ><

unpredictable

10.30 morning, sunday.
day that i didn't go out and work with my parents.
i've no idea why the weather is being so moody, i think because they read my mood too ?

things keep on wandering around in my mind.
seriously, things are really unpredictable.
who knows that things changes just because someone unpredictable and super unexpected doing something 'REAL GOOD'
the face, the attitude... ...
there's no one i can tell !

my mum and i were okay.
at least were talking n things.
but she still thinks that i'm angry with her however she dunno the person i'm angry with is not her.

but deep down in my heart i really hate someone.
i dunno how long i'm going to take this
maybe it just take time to heal.

i might changing my blog to some private blog or maybe i'm deleting this blog.

2008 is going to end real soon
hopefully 2009 is gonna be a good year.

great day

today morning, i got to wake up and surprisingly i'm not out to work with my parents today.
so... i've tell jo that sing k session is on ! *neway* sang for 4 hours, but 3 of us are not satisfied yet ! so we're thinking to go for the 2nd time !

next, we head to pyramid because jo said 5pm is killing jam hour !
and she decided to watch movie - TWILIGHT !
trust me, i think it's pretty awesome !
choon guy choon chick everything just seems to be choon !
lolz, mind me, i'm sooooo into this guy right now
omg.

Robert Pattinson
this is the guy that i'm mentioning.
i'm sooo going to buy that book to read too !
cause the storyline is pretty nice!

but of cause if u're so going to watch it, don't put so high hope lar
because diff ppl diff point of view !

*i got something from my sister !* yay =D

life changes real fast.

wonder what's going on with me ?
ever think why i had left my blog lonely and empty ?

over this 2 weeks.
it happened quite alot of things that will change my life.
1st i had finally finished my finals exam although i know the results will turn out sucks.
2nd during this exam time, me and my mum not doing too good over something.
3rd i'm single.

how's life being single ?
feeling really sucks at some time. times that usually being very busy hanging out with my friends. having party. having drinking time. or even shopping time.

i think it will cut less.
maybe i should say alot lesser.
during daytime, i would be able to distract myself and talk and crapz around with my mum.
nite time would feel like shit, because it's when i stop everything and start thinking.
that's why i was trying to find alot of plan to keep myself not to think about it.

however, this kind of situation make something get better.
which is between me and my mother.
i feel really sorry to my mum for me lying to her all the time.
after that day, i feel so relief that i don't need to lie to her.
and because many things did happened, i really love her alot just like she do.

i think i really need some time to recover.
i think what i need is time, time and time !

when things don't go the way u want it to be... ...

what do you do when you're facing this kind of problem ?
i'm not gonna mentioned what had happened
repeating it makes me feel damn depressing.
i know it is not end of the world, but i just feel like getting out of here.

out of sudden, i wish i'm allowed to study in overseas.
i don't need to face this kind of problem.
at least right at the moment i wish to be alone.
just alone.

next year gonna be a tough year for me.
my friends are leaving to aus.
although left 2 of them here with me, but i'm not close to them and i believe they will be busy with their life as well.

3 more papers to finish my exam.
before this, i can't wait till i finished my exam
and for the 1st time, i hope the exam last forever, so that i won't need to face the fact.

i think 1 day, i should really get to some isolated island
so that i can have a clearer mind and guide me what should i do.

fawking stresss

i'm fawking stress up with this damn fawking finals exam !

why did i take finance at 1st !??!?!??!?!
why why why ?
right at this moment i really feel like dropping this fawking course !
it's fawking stress !
i'm facing this shit in 1 week time !
i'm panicking like nobody's business
i'm not using fully with time that i have

it's so hard for me to concentrate
it's so hard to get the DAMN FAWKING things into my mind
can i just stuck the whole boook in my head ?!?!?!!??!?

i'm freaking stress and freaking emo right now too !!!!
what can i do now ?!
fawk the damn study !

long time to finish my exam... ...

final exam is around the corner.
i seriously hate how unisa arrange the timetable.
i know they are just giving us more time to study but having 3 last paper together ain't gonna help much though
and the worst part is that my finals is the last to finish which my sister and my cousin is back !
wat de... -.-

everyone is enjoying already yet i'm suffering here.
my brain not functioning good as not much things is going into it !
i'm soooo not motivated to study right now.
everything just gone so wrong
sigh....

it's almost 4pm... and i shall eat my lunch now... i'm freaking hungry...
T.T

emo...

it's been a long time since i update ?
maybe just 2 weeks i guess
since after i was busying with my damn assignments
but thank goodness i'm free from this sem's assignments
meaning i'm over it =p

end of nightmare, but here comes another horror ones.
which is my finals.
i wonder why is unisa the last who finished everything
and the worse thing is... the exam is during nov but now it's nov they don't even release the examination date yet !
it's making everything worst as i have no mood to study.

recently everything is bringing me down.
1. feeling useless
2. feeling lonely as my friends are leaving to aus next year i'm back to lonely again
3. i met up my friend, and my friend said i grow fatter -.-
4. exams is coming and i don't have to mood to study yet
5. getting complaints from other ppl

why is life being so hard ?
can't it be easier ?
i wish i'm someone smart, easy-going, positive thinking, and slim !
there's not much stress if things are easy

stress a...........

woahliao !
i'm super duper stress !!!

i can't wait for this 2 assignment to get done !
i have so many things to do
and seriously want to complain to taylors or UNISA, why do they like to cramp all those stupid assignment together ?!
this is freaking weird and it's TORTURING TOO !

tonite, i'm going to stay up late nite to finish my DAMN background part.
next would be findings and so on......
but in order to finish these, i must hand up my ICBM 1st which we left the 3rd part of the assignment.
hopefully we can finished when we meet up tomorrow (me and ching)

i shall be determine so that i can finished my background part !
i seriously dowan to stuck here !
it's just sucks when i have to stuck here and keep doing assignment.

actually i know after assignment, worst nightmare i gotta face --->my LOVELY finals -.-

really god bless me !
let me pass these through safely !

daddy's birthday

know what's the reason i'm being so broke this month ?
because everyone is celebrating their birthday this month !!!!!
it's like every week, few friends of mine are telling me to join their birthday celebration !
what's going on with it ?

but i'm more than happy to celebrate my lovely father's birthday !
that day (on monday) we went to windmill to have our dinner.

picture that my dad and mum is searching for their best choice.

not to forget this is mine, which come with a set with nice apetizer, ice cream, soups and cappucino.

jackie and daddy order the same thing !

after we reach home, we just decided to cut the cake
but we didn't eat it cause we were too full after the dinner

hehehe, an update of me

and of cause me and my brother !


anyway i'm still thinking whether to attend my cousin's birthday
i feel bad if i don't turn up !
-.-

after MR assignment...

i'm finally done with my MR (market research) assignment.
not too happy with the results as i use up most of my weekend time to complete everything.
yet i'm going to leave the edit part to tomorrow.

so there's another 2 more major assignment and i'm going to sit for my finals !
wonderfully i haven't start anything yet !
everything seems to be so pack and i'm still slacking all the way

one thing i hate doing after finishing my assignment is that i tend to get hungry !
maybe because my hand is exercising and my mine is functioning (a little i guess).

i feel so bad for eating at nite
but sometimes i just can't resist it !!

this week gonna be real busy

what i'm gonna do this up-coming week:-
1. celebrate my lovely daddy's birthday !
2. celebrating sue and dee's birthday
3. yiing birthday coming too !
4. friend's wedding dinner

i'm getting so broke already.
sigh ! how do i survive when this economy is DAMN SUCKS !

painted skin

i've watched painted skin on saturday.
it's so fast that my holidays ended so fast.
which means more assignments and finals is coming T.T

anyway, overall painted skin was okay to me
but my friends commented 1/10 which i think it's under-rated.



nowadays i'm getting so into this taiwanese drama named : my lucky star
it's 2007 drama yet it's nice !!!
i'm damn addict to it which i sleep at 5am in the morning yesterday and late for class today ( -.-)

i'm getting emo too !
maybe finals are getting near and my 'friend' is coming to visit me soon too ><
siigghh.... another 4 days to weekend

my lovely family

suddenly i miss my sister and my lovely cousin
hahahahha... i have no idea why
but when i look back at those pictures it's darn crazy and funny.

pictures that we went scarlet together.
and seriously... i have no idea why i look like that =p


i'm trying to dance with my sister and obviously lwl is posing -.- (she's a poser)

this is the 1st time i think that i have a nice smile !
wahahahahha

my sister (freaking fair, i bet she will get fairer when she come back from nz again)

after clubbing, me n lwl. (end up lwl puke WAHAHAHAH)


of coz... we went for trip too.
that's langkawi trip
i miss it !!!!!


members that went to langkawi =D


lwl n me... enjoying it =p


oh ya... lwl miss this kind of family dinner.
this is typical chinese new year food and family dinner food too !
hehehehe... but we love it =D


i miss those days that i'm not lonely ><

accepting the fact

when people always say life is so wonderful
but another side, life is always torturing.
for example, right now i need to accept the fact.
which i'm failed to do anything with it.
i've not much influence to do so...
so what i can do is just accept the fact.

but... i still have my own thinking
so... i 'no eye see'
yeah... that's right... in a way i'm trying to escape. escape to no where.
but at least i'm not seeing. so .... i will just tot nothing happened.

forget about the sad part.
i'm craving for massage right now.
because my backache is killing me.
the salonpas can't tahan long.
so i have to do something with it ><

it's almost 3 in the morning yet my eyes are wide open.
can't really sleep.
another sleepless nite T.T

holidays

i'm finally diving into my 1 week short holidays.
yeah, i know i should be happy that i have holidays (although it's not long).

things are getting okay.
just that my health are getting worse
1. backache
2. pimples coming out one by one
3. headache (often!)
4. lots of ulser -.-

i've drink so much water as compared to last time
but it seems that it's not enough.
i wonder why ?
guess my system is running low right now.

anyway, i went sungai wang with my friend today.
it's awesome when we hunt for clothes
everything were nice, because it's cheaper than what we can find in subang jaya.
however, i failed to find dress (which i'm searching for the whole day)
another thing that i found out is majolica (a japan/taiwan brand is here)
but the bad thing is the price is slightly higher than KATE.
that's why i'm still considering whether to buy ornot.

nowadays there's too many things that i feel like buying.
but i'm lack of money T.T
in a way, i'm happy today because i got my salary (at last!)
and i'm still waiting for another person to pay the other salary of mine too.

it's 3.24am !
i shall go offline ....
hehehehe


ps: no pictures being uploaded these few days.
maybe after this =)

lovely song

it's sunday nite
maybe i should say a morning for monday =)

it's been a while since i start learning something.

feeling quite... hm... moodless i guess.
life without assignments are so great.
after few weeks of rushing assignments that drive me insane and endless sleepless nite, and last but not least being moody.
i've take my rest today fully.

feeling relief and love the feeling much alot.

there's 1 song i would like to recommend, i went through my cousin's blog and she had posted this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZuT0j1ajdco
lovely piano ....

money no enough 2

i went to watch 'money no enough 2'
it makes me think of my grandma aka my popo.
i really miss her
because everything that show in the movie is like very similar to my popo's situation.

it makes me tear when i watched it.
but everything is very meaningful.

forget about the sad thingy.
since i'm bored and have nothing to do
i guess i shall really buy some books to read =)

i shall go off now, as i'm watching drama right now.

newspaper

guess what?
it's been a long time since i've read the newspaper
so i was flipping through the newspaper.

knowing that this poor little girl aged of 16
being a really pretty girl...
she got murdered -.-
sometimes i wonder how on the earth people can get so cruel
and not forget to add that she's freaking pretty.

as what alot people mentioned that, it's all fated.
smart, pretty, normal family.
everything seems so perfect.... but things just happened.

it's not the only shocking news.
but i heard from my dear that his neighbour (a girl) got kidnap ?
what the hell.
malaysia is getting scary and scarier.

other than that part, this is this small section which i saw.
this guy... i forgot from which country...
he has 86 wives and 107 children !
how amazing is it ?
and he got sued because he has break the muslim rule.
tsk tsk tsk.....
how amazing it could be -.-
what a hamsup lou.....

tiring day

have u ever spend almost 10 hours in the library doing assignment ?
and the wonderful part is when one of the member don't need to do anything and get all the grade !

yes !
i'm trying to express how i feel.
we were pissed off due to the reason that 3 of us are busy doing this damn assignment and he's chilling at home by telling us he need to fetch his sister !
WOW, what a good excuse !
can't he just come back or something ?

it's not that i want to be so mean
but it just pisses me when he's not even doing anything.
he must be responsible on his part ! but guess what, he gave us RUBBISH -.-
none of it can be use.
end up we were like doing his part as well. *well done man*

what a long day today.
never been so tired since starting of this sem already.
almost die inside the library discussion room.

i just want to enjoy this 2 days...
since wed is public hol and thurs is my free day =)
staying home and sleep is more than enough =D

virus

at the very moment
i can tell u i'm SUPER DUPER FAWKING bengang !

thanks to those people who invented VIRUS !
my computer is full of virus, and not forget to mention
my LOVELY PENDRIVE can't even open, and all my assignments from SEM1 till NOW are all GONE.....

i'm so fawked up right now.
i thought it was awful spending 1 whole day at startbucks doing assignment was great !
however, when u realise the whole pendrive is gone .... the feeling is DULAN !

i almost wanted to burn down the whole computer and thumbdrive.
i saw it from my brother's preview of the content of the thumbdrive, it is full of PICTURES.

those pictures are like GRANDMOTHER, OLDIES, FLOWERS AND FRUITS.
what's with that doing inside my thumbdrive.
seriously, there's no word that can express how angry i am. !

SSSIIIGGGHHHHHH.
what should i do ? T.T

other than that, i think i really needed a laptop because i need to do my assignment which laptop is handy.
but i'm not brave enough to ask >.<

alright... now i shall go and ask whether who can SAVE MY DAMN PENDRIVE.

yumcha session

at last we went to yumcha just now
at kimgary again !
i guess there're only few places that we can go.
1. kim gary
2. station 1

what to do ?
we're lazy to go any further.
nevertheless, during this yumcha session, we took quite alot of pics as compared to last time.
i didn't upload everything because i'm toooooo LAZY.


me n mone mone

typical dee and mone

dee got back together with her bf.
hope she can learn from her previous lesson

me n sue........

oh me and dee..




oh not to forget this cute coke can which i think it's nice in a way

solo pic --> sue --> talking on the phone

solo pic -->dee--> trying to show off her bf's hp (just jk)

solo pic --> MONE--> damn red

of coz, before we left pyramid,
me and mone went to toilet
and *tada* we took this pic


n this meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

freedom

my stress-ness is almost OVER.
ALMOST !
yeah, left the terrible and sucky subject - Financial Planning.

seriously, this week really sucks !
stress sangat and my assignments are sucks too !
same goes to my test (sigh....)
i did alot of mistake in my test and our group assignment is out of topic T.T
we got penalise for our presentation.
we're advice to do REAL gooooddd in our written assignment, yet it's not easy!!!

thanks to the stress-ness, my face have tons of pimples popping up !
and it's damn obvious and FUGLY ! -.-

yet in this 2 weeks, i did something that i wanna do.
let's recall back what i written previously.

To-do list:-
1. start my lovely assignments {check-i'm done, left 1 before my holidays start =D}
2. more TVB dramas.... (can't wait it to come out soon) {gonna get few eps from my friend}
3. more shoppings. {no money, no time}
4. sing k (i've been craving for so long) {no time}
5. cluuubbbbsss {i went last sat, friend's birthday}
6. food hunting {i did some of it ! yay! }
7. meeting up my friends.... {nooopppeee!!! i miss xx and jo}

Food hunting list:-
1. zanmai {nope}
2. jogoya {nope, no money}
3. some really nice buffet {no one accompany me, i miss those days that i ate with my relatives}
4. chongqing (some new steamboat place which i think it's Yummy-licious) {nope}
5. tao fu fah {yeah ! i ate yesterday}
6. mcd (i know it's not hard, but it's been a while) {yes ! just now}
7. korean foooodd {nope, i miss korean food in ampang}
8. spagetti grilled {yes, but not as nice as i thought, pizza uno still the best =D}

more update after that.... =)

just came back from this party
we went to long bar which located at one world (1u's hotel)
it's such a cool place
because it's little ppl... yet it's very chilling.

Right just now, i almost kena from my dad.
but thanks god... everything is fine.

my friend told me 1 thing today.
'it's very easy for you to tell people what to do, but whenever things came up to you, ur anger cover up all'
this statement is damn true.
because that's what i realised too =D

Other than that, i realised that quarrelling is damn TIRING.

not to forget, no matter how sweet a couple could be.
they will argue as well.
that's why even they look really normal and okay, but sometimes there's something wrong in the relastionship too.
and i'm very glad that i realise it now =D

*ps: i realise doesn't mean i can understand and do it, but of coz i'm trying my best =)*

everything seems to back to normal again.
i feel so relief.
this time really relief.
wonder why huh ?
because usually even everything is settled i still feel the weird-ness and the geram-ness on me.
but this time is totally different.

I feel sooo much more better.
Hopefully everything is gonna be alright then. =D

since everything is back to the right track, that means that i have to start on my assignment (wee -.-)
i never been soooo tired after a long time.

in the cooling weather
peace mood
not much worries..

it
means......


I
AM
GOING
TO
SLEEP

=D

*special thanks to my lovely cousin yiing and ching MUAKS*

stress !!!!

i'm soooooooooo stress
i'm stress with everything.

never-ending assignments
homeworks
and lots of arguments

sometimes i really hate it !
hate it so much.
ssssssstttttreeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssss

everything is just not going in the right way and right track !
even a single small thing we argue with
how long are we still gonna argue ?

finally i realise why sue tend to argue with her bf
it's freaking stress until she don't even want to bother much.

the only way to release my stress is to find my friends.
i shall do something that i enjoy doing.

i need my life bacckkkk...

ps: but i still got 2 assignments and 2 tests. -.-

Say *bye* to my lovely christian dior blusher.
i remembered that i brought it back to my house.
but there's no where around my house !
booohoooo.

so now... i'm trying to figure which blusher i should use...
suggest few ?

Which one ?
1. benefit
2. kose
3. christian dior
4. chanel
5. kanebo

help me decide.
>.<

lovely assignments...

after few days of public holidays and 2 days of rushing assignments
i feel so relief.
NOT YET.
i just declare it myself.
following week there are 2 assignments and 2 test ! weeeeeeeeeeee (-.-)

nothing special during these days.
i miss those days.... during high school of cause.
there's no worries at all.
project ? exam ? no worries at all !
just because we're the slumber group.
everyday spend time sleeping in class even though teacher is teaching in front (hohoho)

i'm kinda hungry right now >.<
i shall go and hunt for food (tell me how can i not get fat !!!!!!)
ciao

merdeka

it's officially 31st of August.
everyone were celebrating out there.
yet i think i have the worst Merdeka ever.
it is true that it has nothing much for us to celebrate
but being lonely in the midnight isn't feeling so good.



this picture express it fully !
i'm having dilemma right now.
3 words -- stress stress and stress ! (maybe 4 words >.<)

sometimes there is just things that we can't do anything even though we hate it alot.
this is what we call life.
no matter how hard i try... it always fail.
i feel bad if i ever do it on my bad
but when i can't do anything, i hate myself being so weak.

right now, right this moment, i'm being lonely here.
thinking this real hard question and i think it will still hunt me till the day i can solve it.

i'm getting tired right now.
due to emoness and stressness.
hopefully i can wake up early tomorrow to do PART of my assignments.

*pray hard*

new blog skin

wonderfulllll...
at last, i've decided what i want for my blog skin.
now, simple and nice !

i've been very weird nowadays.
weird attitudes and weird thinkings.
everything is driving me crazy.

Market Research and Market Analysis is due on the same date !
wonderfully, i'm going out during this 3 days holidays.
don't ask me what am i going to do .... cause i have no idea.
i just dowan to face my assignments >.< (call me a loser)

tomorrow, i'm going to 1u...
i'm thinking whether should i go curve or 1u ?

anyway, i have no idea why, i'm soooo observed with michael phelps since today morning.
keep on thinking ridiculous things.
maybe because he got 8 gold medals (crazy fella)

alright... it's 2.48am yet i'm still happily chatting here =D
hohohohoh.

it's raining again.
it's not really a good day today.

however i feel so relieved after my so LOVELY test.
but more to come after this, which is my beloved assignments are coming to hunt me >.<

something happened just now.
yeap ! few hours ago.
sometimes, ego really kill me.
i have no idea how come i'm so ego, but i guess it just run in my blood (family too)
feel so disappointed and miserable.

everything seems settled but i still feel awkward and insecure.

i think i shall get myself out from this.
more entertainment should stuck in my schedule.

i'm hunting for lots of foodss......
thinking of that i'm sooooooooo hungry
i've no idea what's wrong with my stomach,
getting hungry real easy >.<
i'm like a cow right now -.-

i'm gonna list down things that i need to do, and food that i'm looking forward !

To-do list:-
1. start my lovely assignments
2. more TVB dramas.... (can't wait it to come out soon)
3. more shoppings.
4. sing k (i've been craving for so long)
5. cluuubbbbsss
6. food hunting
7. meeting up my friends....

Food hunting list:-
1. zanmai
2. jogoya
3. some really nice buffet
4. chongqing (some new steamboat place which i think it's Yummy-licious)
5. tao fu fah
6. mcd (i know it's not hard, but it's been a while)
7. korean foooodd

yup...
i think that's all. i think more to come.
will add more in da list.

has been raining nowadays.
good to sleep however everything seems so moooddy.

this time, it doesn't only happened to me, but to my dearest too.
sometimes i wonder issit because me that's why it become like that.

anyhow, no matter what is happening and what's going on
i shall just stand strong.

i'm not sure is there really a break up 'season'
but i think i heard few of my friends had been going through hard time.

that is when i think it's very important for people to think that they are really lucky to have the one they love.
however, it just happen that, whenever people having really peace world in their relationship,
then tend to add in some 'WONDERFUL COLOUR' in it.
which i can tell u it's making everything complicated and WORSE.
this is because they will never understand people who is going through problems yet there are no solution to solve it.

i remembed i have tons of things to write in my blog
but when i open the website, everything just go off.
maybe next time i shall just write a draft 1st....
but this sound weird though.
i shall get back to my drama now =D
(wonderful, tomorrow i still got class at 8am)

i will be facing weeks of tutorial test on every friday 8am sharp !
gosh it's going to be darn stress ! what if we are late to class ?
she say she won't give us extra time -.- evil miss OH !

ICBM is really driving me crazzeee
i know nothing about it... and i'm seriously lazy !
yeah yeah blame it on me.

currently i'm thinking alot.
what if *it's* gonna be far from me ?
what if *it's* gonna leave me ?

just think of it, it makes me more emo !
and having this real huge pimple at my back is making everything worse !

ps: i feel like eating : mcd, chong ching, korean food, kim gary and zanmai *slurp*

it's finished.
everything that we have to do for our beloved grandma is finished.
kinda miss her that moment.
personally i still can't accept the fact that she had left us. =(

nevertheless, it's a tiring day (not to me =p, i slept alot !!!)

bye forever... grandma.

it's another weekend...
past two days, i were busying working for digi event.
everything goes well except i'm getting tanned. (sun burn definitely !!)
thanks to expose under the sun from 8 morning till 8 night (of coz at nite is not included with the sunny thingy)
after all i'm satisfied with the pay.
if it's not because of the pay probably i won't be working too coz i don't like to exposed under the sun.

it's a good experience anyway.
somehow, from this event, while i'm being marshal
i understand why digi is so successful !
they are willing to spend for their workers, and they really motivate them with lots of things.
their teamwork is what i really admire and salute.

btw, thought will be going somewhere tonite, but then i think everything failed
due to not too much ppl is turning up.

guess i'm running out of words...
just wanted to kill some of my time
i'm ddyyyinnngggg to get my money !!!!!

i went to work at shu uemura at pyramid yesterday.
it's fun in a way that i didn't worked in a boutique before.
however, it's not so easy as expected, because the air cond there is freaking cold as if they don't need to pay for it.

supposed that i'm going to meet 'so called friend' after my work which is 8 for dinner.
however, wonderfully he just FFK me around 7.45pm.
i'm sorry if this offended u.
but please don't reply me in such a way that i'm going off work already and i've been waiting for so long... and yet last minute u tell me u're not coming.

i know u have ur own reason, but sometimes please think wise.
maybe i'm just taking everything too serious.

alright, i shall forget about that part.
anyway..... i went yumcha with my parents and this time with sister's bf (nicholas)
half of the yumcha session there's this 2 guys looking real FAIR

at 1st i didn't really pay attention on their face, because the 1st thing that attract me is the fair-ness of these 2 guys which is really RARE.
trust me, nicholas is really fair and these guys are SUPER DUPER FAIR. (which obviously is fairer than me)

i did not realise anything, until nicholas mentioned that they are Twins.
which is true... they drink the same thing, do the same action and even go toilet together
this sound gay, but oh well i thought only girls do it.

i've been kinda obsessed with lengchais nowadays.
however, lengchai will never be good.

ps: tomorrow and friday gonna be a looonnnngggg day.

it's been a while
and yet, right this moment i'm being very emotional.

why ? it's just private, and i don't think i should mention it right here.
why can't they just understand ?

restricting me from something and so on..
i think that's the reason why some of the people are being notty once they went out overseas for studies.

yet, we can't blame them.
cause we all know that they do it because they are being concern.

however, things that they did isn't helping us too much.
there's nth much i wanna mention here.

i'm not suppose to say anything though..
just ... i feel very.... insecure.........

credit to some fella.

so yeah... i went to meet up the lovely debbie today in this pasta shop which named : Pasta de Gohan.
things there aren't cheap.
hm... my friend mentioned that whatever 'spagetti grilled' is better which located in Midvalley
maybe i shall have a try next time huh ?

nothing is special these days.
guess school starts and everyone is getting busy with their life.
however, there are things that still bothering me
which is MOONNNEEYYY.
oh.... i'm searching for some freelance job so i can make my life better =D

hohohoho.
blame it on the sales that are going on everywhere.
i'm soooo addicted to boutique shopping nowadays.
it's not getting any where better when my uni is damn freaking near to all those boutique.
not forget to mention that, due to the increased price in TOPSHOP, MNG n MISS SELFRIDGE
i've stopped myself on going to those shops...

oh... so what did i did today ?
1st breakfast, handling up something for ptptn
shopping (again) meet up someone then dinner out in sunway
then yumcha with my buddies

tomorrow is another long day for me
8o'clock lecture... which this timing is really killing

alright... i shall get going...

ps : happy 080808 !! weeeeeeeeeeee *time pass really fast*

it's my birthday !
and i'm feeling real old right now
i'm touching the stage of being the number 2 !

i still remember the previous time that i really enjoyed my birthday was like few years back which is form 3
and that time was great !
this time was awesome
at 1st i was worrying for so much
but thanks to simone and dee
they helped me alot and cheer me up too *especially mone*

here are some pics that i uploaded
and my camera girl is --->mone (thanks)

sueann and me (too bad the nite she didn't really join us)

my cousin n me

me n adel (it's been a long time since i meet her)

tracey a lovely girl that just passed her 20th birthday too =p

dee and me.. she's super hot that nite

last but not least... monnneee

oh ! my birthday cake !

yiing put this on me

actually i were quite red that time

last : me !!! i'm 20 but peace ! *young in heart forever*

loves those buddies that really come to celebrate for me

it just mean alot to me

muakkksss !

as promise, pictures are uploaded
but not all, cause some is with tracey and i just don't see her online
hahahaha

anyway we went out just for tracey's pre-celebration
at 1st there this potong stim person -.- and i'm lazy to mention her name
who knows one day she come to my blog =p
but oh well, i met alot of friends that day
hahahaha and i'm happy to meet them again =)

simone n me (we took alot of time)

from left: yiing, me, kw and tracey


me and the birthday girl =D


me and simone, trust me that time i swear i'm redder than this =p


i'm so scare with my results right now
but as my friend say it's already set, and there's nth i can do..

i have planned to buy a phone with a better camera..
yet i don't have the money.
sad case huh ?

another week of holiday and my class gonna start soon !
wish me luck man ><

yesterday was abit crazeee.
oh well, although simone and jinyan didn't manage to join us for the whole nite
but it's still great, it's abit disappointing at first.
and i thought it will not be fun after that
but i'm wrong ! who cares whether it's bad ornot it's the matter whether we had fun ornot. =p

oh, anyway just for the information we went to bar celona.
hm... the music at 1+am is not that great
cause with those trance songs we almost die there
since we really drink alot we really need musiiccc..

yesterday i really met alot of my friends !
and it's not planned
yet it's so nice meeting them !
bad in a way, cause i have to down 3 cups >< which i almost pengsan there !
nono, don't get me wrong i'm still awake when i'm home !
hohohohoho.

not forget to mention me and tracey did something really crazee up right there !
hahahaa if u want to know u can ask me !
i will tell u personally
it's too paiseh to tell here =p

i'm still wondering how to celebrate my birthday ?
club ? dinner ? or just a normal yumcha will be enough ?

alright i shall get off now, i'm meeting may and friends =p ! (she's leaving tomorrow 19.07.08)

ps: pics will be uploaded later on when i got those pics from my friends
ppeaacee

money is never enough for us !
especially when things are increasing like SHIT !
i need a job so much
i mean as a part time job that is when even i have class i still can go for it

but it seems to be hard for me to get a job.
i've no idea why though.

few of my friends are starting to request from their friends to pay back some petrol money.
maybe i shall do that too.
sometimes not because we are stingy, it's just that things are getting harder.
petrol is increasing like nobody's business.

however, what is the best way to open our mouth to ask for it.
maybe we, people in malaysia, is not as open as other countries.


BUT, we have to learn it.
just because we HAVE TO.

i'm here going to update my blog a little
monday (07.07) is my mum's birthday
we went to sunway italianese to have dinner with nicholas.

the birthday girl - mummy

me n my mum

jackie n nicholas

daddy =p


food there is quite nice =p didn't expect to be sooo big portion but yeah it's nice





another update which is yesterday =)
wed nite i went clubbing with simone, sindee, xin dru and sindee's friends
didn't manage to take much pics, since my camera and simone's phone is running low batt =p
too bad =D
but i'm satisfied with these 2 pics

it's my 1st time being in bar celona

it is not too bad though =)

but DJ in poppy (saturday) and maison (thurs) songs are slightly better than Barcelona =)