never ending problems

it's friday, and i shall do my final touch up on my 1st - advertising assignment.
yet, i'm having this moody feeling
i hate it when it always come to me
guess my period is coming real soon though !
but oh well, i believe all girls have to face this kind of 'trouble'

recently, i just chatted with my friend
i realise i miss her so much.
i used to hang out with her in uni when she's around ~
and now she's facing problem, but i believe she will be able to go through this =D

i'm sooo emo yet i'm lazying around with my assignments.
how to get myself to finish the damn assignment?

other than that, i know there's some other thing that drives me crazy
and make me think reallll lots !
thinking thinking n thinking
so tiirring when i'm facing sleepless nite and never end problems.

sometimes i really wish that good things really do come TOGETHER !

anyway just 2 pics of me and mone =)
her mum bought the ice cream phone!
and it make me realise that i need a new phone too -.-



p/s: I EAT LIKE A PIG ! I THINK I GAINED 3 KGS

stress assignments

stresss
sttresssss
ssssstttrreesssssss!!

that's what i wanna express out loud right now!
i like college life but i never like when it come to assignments.
as i mentioned before, somehow uni just like to make everything due on the same week or same day !
how am i suppose to finish 5 assignments in 2 weeks ?!

i know it's gonna end soooo soon, yet i'm not done with my part how am i going to die right now?!

adding that i'm getting moody and i'm no where near controlling my own mood!
somehow i think when i really do have time i need to go and attend some controlling EQ classes in order to make my own life better.

i think there are few things that making my life miserable
maybe not till the stage of being miserable, but just make me thinks really alot.
that's few things i've learnt in these few days:-
1. sometimes whatever ppl said might be not true!
2. do not care too much as we will end up getting hurt
3. never take things too serious.

i'm getting real tired but there's no way i can sleep right now
because i promise myself to finish up till 800 words at least !
which i'm at around 600++ words !

how nice if i'm able to go to beach in few weeks time...
siigghhh

saturday

1 of the saturday that i dun need to fetch my brother to tuition
that's when me and simone plan to go out for shopping
yet we were too broke to shop
*sigh*
at 1st we went to midvalley, we expected to be DAMN JAM in order to go there
but amazingly it's not !
due to the economy i guess !

i think both of us were really bored when we're there.
wanted to watch movie but end up no ticket for that hour only gold class
which gonna cost us like RM60 EACH!
forget about it then.. i rather spend on something nicer

after that, we planned to head to pyramid just for a walk as we don't want to go home SO EARLY.
and it's damn weird that pyramid has more people than midvalley
end up meeting few friends of mine over there.
overall was fine until we meet these few lalas... it's really damn potong stim !
i can't imagine how daring are they to wear those WEIRD clothings and walk around the mall when everyone is looking at them as if they are crazy fella.
*imagine some fat guy wearing somethings TIGHT N LACEY*

anyway, i headed home and again headed to pyramid AGAIN just to company jo for dinner!
time are flying DAMN FAST.
my worst week of the whole sem is coming yet i'm chilling here.

anyway here's 2 pics that us when out.


ps: i spend money on shoes and i eat FREAKING ALOT TODAY !
goddamnit

mummys

it's friday evening, and surprisingly i'm still in the library !
hahahaa, it's amazing how i stay in lib for fri!
it's because i have no class and i won't purposely come to college for nothing.
recently i mixed this group of marketing subject students.
in a way they scare the shit out of me !
because they were too efficient !
my friend seemee she has finished her advertising assignment
and i believe she's doing her BMPP assignment so soon ! (who knows maybe half way of it already).
i don't blame them because i have 3 assignments due on week 5 and 2 on week 6
which everything tend to clash in the same week !

but this sem i seems to get very tense up on everything.
it's because everyone around me is working like nobody's business !
so whenever they asked me i feel so guilty for not doing anything !
and i promise myself i should really get started with my assignments... (asap)!!!

oh ya... there's something i feel like saying.
i'm not sure how many ppl are still reading on my blog.
but i would say mothers or should say lovely mummys sometimes can be really scary.
somehow my mum knows everything little single thing about me.
i know she did it for my own good
and i keep on telling her not to worry.
i think she did check on my msn history !
which i think it's wtF !hahahhaha
i mind people reading it although i have nothing to hide on !

oh well... overall i know she's just worried about me !
and now i'm worried with my assignments !
hohohohoho

alright i shall get going now !
kekekekekek
tc
loves.

school starts

wow!
i think i take almost 1 month to life up my blog again
yes i know i've been such a bad blogger to abandon my blog like this.
but seriously, i'm not really in a mood to update my own life.
rushing to attend my lovely class.
assignment stress (3rd week n i'm stress, great)
and of coz, coping with my friends as well.

i will limit myself what should i do during weekdays and weekends.
sometimes i allow myself to do things i want but not every week (that's what i remind myself)

life in uni isn't getting so easy as i'm in my final year.
suffering yet hectic !
i still miss my holidays even though i should be in the mood of schooling
i guess no one will get enough of hols

just wanna upload few pics of me...
to show that i'm still ALIVE

the whole family before my sister is leaving ><

at nite i went out with simone n bunch of friends because 1 of my friend is leaving !

last week (saturday) i went out with the bunch of girls.
i might think that my sister will start to get worried if i ever contact my ex
surprisingly i've move on
i've no idea how to tell them(my sis n my mum) i'm totally over him
i'm not planning to meet him at all but i can't keep myself from being friends with these bunch of girls.
they are pretty nice, and i do always make sure that if he's gonna appear, i won't be there for sure.

anyway, pics for updates.


yup this is the bunch of girls i'm hanging out with.

i shall update soon my blog
but mind me because i'm having lots of assignments ><

ps: i'm happy that ching already has her own connection !
weeeeee.....

tiring day

it's been a while since i really wake up this early
i know it's not thattt early but still early to me as i sleep DAMN FREAKING LATE.

class is starting in 4 days time !!
damn it, and i'm not even feeling to go to class yet
what a lazy bum bum

i guess i will really miss being sien all the time.
i rather being sien than annoyed with those assignments that i have to face.

i think nowadays i'm getting fatter n fatter -.-
i'm always craving for foods, and never ending of buying list !

i really should go for food hunting 1 day
and i shall really get a part time job and cure my problem permanently !

i'm damn tired and i should really go and sleep right now

after so long !

don't ask me why i didn't update my blog for such a long time.
because as usual i'm just pure lazy !
life is getting boring as my cousin left to aus and obviously my course mates left too !
it doesn't motivate me to go to class anymore!
arggghhh...

i shall start planning for my upcoming-free time.
i might just wandering around my house or go and visit my sei zhai bao.
and obviously 24/7 driver ~~~
i will never get rid of it unless my brother get his license which i dun think it's any time soon (born in nov)

i'm soooo desperate for part time job !
because i realise everyone (almost) is turning 21 this year (sounds so old)
so their present is gonna cost me whole alot.
and of coz i have a list of things that i wanted to buy !!!

okkkayyy i shall post the pics.




although it's just 3 of it, but it's better than nothing.
wait till i have the mood to blog, i will be back !
lmao