today's topic : mature and childish

i heard alot since yesterday until today.
sometimes people can be really mature even they haven't reach that age yet.
yet there's people that is being very childish or to make it another way 'terburu-buru' at the age that everyone thinks they should be very mature.

first case which is, how would a person act in 20 years old ?
one friend of mine (not so close to her) she's really mature compare to most of us.
after hearing things from her, i feel that i'm abit childish cause i would never do what she did.
she's independent, confident and she can really thinks in a further view of future.
while me, i'm just wandering around with my friends, hoping that i could enjoy my life while i'm still a teenager, not bothering what will happened the next day and wouldn't really plan for my future.

second case sometimes we might be too naive to trust people around you.
sometimes even those who u think u're close to are the 1 that u never know what are they thinking and what are they doing at the back of you.
nope, i'm not linking this to childish yet i'm just being so sad that it just happened around us all the time.

third case : when u know the relationship is not going too well and yet there's this 'complicated' things going on between both of u, can u really stop ur feeling and not involve in these things?
very funny, as a third party viewers, of coz u will say 'i'm sure i won't be so stupid to get into this'
however, when things really happened to you (touchwood) u wouldn't be so confident with it !
because i've seen few cases of it. and i'm sooo sick of it.

fourth ! sometimes there's thing that u just can't get involve in it.
because u don't have the power to control others.
even though there are things that making that person pissed off and out of their mind
but there's something that u just can't do at that time !
in some circumstances, letting ur emotional taking control of u is just wrong!
this is because u will never know that, that action that u did will somehow affect or hurt others.


ps: my grandma is being very sick and weak T.T i really hope she can make it through.
gambateh my grandma n me =)